babyrena
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- I currently NOT overdrawn in either of my accounts. and am one payday away from paying off one debt and my only credit card. and i still have a quarter tank of gas in my truck. I didn't think i could change my.mindset on this paying off my debts....
- I been doing good. no contact with pot head. still no contact. but in my intention to help my ex (my daughter's father) out of his abusive relationship he staying with me and i believe he thinks we are back together. i did give in now I'm confused....
- I couldn't update my goal on phone doing it here. i put an auto withdrawal on one bill. cut in half. be paid by mid august. then start on next on list while keeping main bills current . warned daughter next check is for me only. got to get shoes and...
- He is with an abusive woman. beats him over me and our child. i tried to get him out but he went back. so i told him i wasn't going to help him and that this was the last time. cuz i helped him two times before he wanted out. now he barely talking...
- "Try to go five minutes without saying his name. " I said "Ok".......i lasted less than a minute :/ my goal is to go one day where he doesn't exist in my mind. letting go of him causes me to think of him more. like an obsession . Filling my day...
- But I'm completely stressed out! the commissioners who give us high security license look at our credit reports and now are requiring us to pay on our passed.debtits been my goal to do this but it.couldn't have come at a worse time. I have.stuff in...
- I dreamt that pothead was laying in bed with me with his back to me. I felt so much love for him and I turned to him and wrapped my arms around him and didn't expect him to return the love I felt for him. I expected him to give me a cold distant...
- Dear pot head! I miss you so much. I love you with all my heart and i believe i will always have a part of me that will. I sit here and wonder if you lovef me at all. people tell me you don't. you tell me with your actions that you don't....
- Good Morning everyone! I am sorry I havent been on in a while. I am doing okay and still in no contact with my ex. Since he left my lights got turned off, and I was staying with my cousin and my kids stayed with my aunt. I am moving back this...
- I have been wondering if i was right in all the words i told him before he left me. i can't help feeling abandoned at the moment. there has been no contact for three weeks now. I find myself thinking about him a lot. but i have really trying to stay...
- Just when I'm feeling ok. i see him in town getting gas. i didn't want to see him at all. i stopped my truck. turned it off and if looks could kill i would be in jail right now. i went on into the store and after that i felt...
- I'm blaming myself...alcohol....everything except the abuse. I'm sad ....angry....confused....i am trying my best to stay mad. sorry people ...i want to vent but not feeling like typing. not much energy. giung to my daughters ultrasound today. all...
- He is my little 6 year olds daddy. i took him last week for court late and he ended up not making his court appearance and now has a warrant out. we my oldest daughter and i tried to get him to turn himself in bur in the end we end up bringing him...
- Today i woke up to make pothead his lunch and breakfast. i qas taking my time cuz i was trying to get music on my phone. he finished getting ready and comes in and tells me where is my cup of coffee. i get instantly irritated at him. i tell him hold...
- Yesyerday i left the house. I didn't lock it because i knew pothead wouldn't be back before me. I went to my aunts house and visited my daughter ans son in law. just pretty much hung out. He called me out of the blue and asked if i locked the house...