babyrena
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- I just got off lunch and back at work.I was "helping" him fill out his application for a job, he starts yelling at me blah, blah, blahnothing insulting but I yelled back at him, "do your own application, geez hollering at me"Well he crumpled up his...
- goal: Pay off one debt in 3 months-call creditor and make payment arrangements-not accrue any more debt-have money automatically deducted from my account every month-start with one of my smaller bills first.-than move on to my larger ones.-say no to...
- I have so many barriers to saving money.-kids need things-bills need paid-living over my budget-want everything now-debt-the list goes onI have a minimum paying job, and think maybe I need to get a higher paying job, but that isn't going to...
- I am going to take over the payments of the car. And he is bringing stuff to me to put in storage. I don't know how I am going to do this, only with my work and then my SO just now getting a job, but it will help us out and give us a smaller gas...
- getting stolen from is the worst thing that can happen, I have decided to change my locks and only me and my children and my man are going to have keys and not trust anyone anymore
- I got some stuff stolen yesterday, does anyone have any idea how I might be able to get the peoples texts off the text free app they use, there might be some evidence on the phone they use so I can see who actually stole my stuff. any help would be...
- ugh!!!! He was horseplaying. the principle says that it was horrible, and he was pretty appalled at what he saw. The school he goes to is 15 miles one way, I barely make the gas to get to work for two weeks. I am so frustrated right now. I tried to...
- When people make you feel unwanted, don't leave to make them feel sad or guilty, they won't. Leave because you no longer have a reason to stay. Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not-won't....
- yesterday my oldest and middle daughter were in the kitchen cooking and I noticed that there was a lot of yelling at each other. I told everyone in a calm voice, "can we not yell at each other, we all need to work on talking in a normal calm...
- I have been on the P&E abuse support group, and I made a list of some traits of my x, and they told me to look up the definition of OCPD.Well it turns out that a lot of those traits are mine also. I don't believe its to an abusive manner, but I do...
- I am making some more decisions on how to make my life healthier, in the past 2 years, I have been working towards becoming debt free, and it's been a tough road with a minimum paying job.I also started adding more water to my diet and eating more...
- I may lose my job, cuz of tardiness, and I snapped at my boss this morning. I told my x I am not calling him anymore, texting him anymore, and I already know his game. I just stressed about all the bills. not a good day for me
- -feel like he is ashamed of me-doesn't want to be seen in public with me-he doesn't touch me in a loving manner-rarely hugs and kisses me-only tells me he loves in response-i have to point blank initiate sex otherwise he don't -sex is to the point...
- it was posted by another person, I saved it to my journal so I could look back on it at times, and I thought it would be helpful for me to post it again. In my journal I have highlighted pieces important to me. EMOTIONALLY DETACHINGThursday,...
- he text back and said "you know I am a poutya**"I agreed, and said I know and told him I had some errands to run after work and a date with the sisters tomorrow eve. I hope that me keeping busy will alleviate the urge to run back into his arms. I am...