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- Its been 6 days since we had contact with my daughter and my son has improved a whole bunch. At first he was so.... mad at me for getting in between him and his sisters' situation. But I saw the abuse and had to intervene. He has been smiling and...
- update: my alarms are working now, one set at 5am, the other at 6:45, when I leave my home. I have my wall clock set at 10 mins faster than my other clocks, so I get up when that one says and start moving around as if I am going to be late, and am...
- history: My daughter was SA'd from age 6-11 yrs old.I was married to the abuser from the age of 26-36I divorced him 2 yrs after he went to prison, and he is deported and in Mexico as we speak.My daughter has a history of alcohol abuse, and marijauna...
- is only going to be 57 hours of work, barely over a weeks work. I get 40 hours a week, I am really going to be hurting with the over draw, and then the time off for two funerals, and then all my other expenses. I don't think I'm really going to rc'v...
- Its really hard though, because I don't trust him, and I know by being overly clingy, and accusing all the time, it gets old, and monotonous. It can drive a person to leaving/cheating. Each day I do devotions, and look for positive notes to help me...
- I talked to him about our distance, last night, cried, and told him my feelings. I feel like he is only tolerating me. But I am just trying to be ok, and not lose it. I tease him, and tell him Psycho turns you on. But in reality I don't want to be...
- Like I said easier said than done. We are still together, i feel happy, yet at the same time I wish there was some way to resolve the distance between us. We were up and talking and visiting as if nothing is wrong. I didn't pursue intimacy, just the...
- Today I woke up 2 hrs before my shift and got ready. I set an alarm on my phone for 5 am and now I set another alarm for 645 am. I put the second alarm for when its time for me to leave, so that way I can put down whatever I am doing and leave,...
- ok I'm back. I tried to forgive and forget, and move on in our relationship. He has been distancing himself these past two weeks, intimately and other ways also. So he says I am sleeping around at work with one of my co workers. haha, I am not...
- well I did my first week of 4/10's, but on the plus side, I got called in today for some overtime, if that is what you want to call it? I missed most of last week for funerals. I was late 2 x's this week, that is 2 whole pts. we only get 12 pts and...
- today I checked my back acct and I am 35 dollars overdrawn. ugh! But thank goodness for family, I have gas money for next week. I had 2 funerals this month in my family, and it totally drained my acct and my savings. And this payday is going to hurt...
- I have been in this group a while now, about a couple weeks.I haven't told my story because it's so hard for me to talk about it. After our divorce I think I talked until I was blue in the face about my daughter abuse, but I don't think I ever...
- It seems as though when you feel like you are getting ahead in time, it usually happens around april, I get ahead a little bit and feel ok about my finances, and then boom, funerals, birthdays, and car troubles, and phone bill, and everything just...
- today I am back at work, funerals are all done, and all is taking care of. except the hole in our hearts. two losses in two weeks, and a lot of illnesses. I'm physically exhausted and ready for a couple days off. So I put in for leave a month ago...
- I am asking for prayers and support.April 18-19 I was off for a funeral, my uncle passed away, On April 21, I got word that one of my best friends in another state is now stabalized in the hospital, hemmoraghing, and seizures from alcoholism, later...