Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
Dear pot head! I miss you so much. I love you with all my heart and i believe i will always have a part of me that will. I sit here and wonder if you lovef me at all. people tell me you don't. you tell me with your actions that you don't. "Somewhat?!" You said you loved me "somewhat?!" Who tells there loved ones this?!
I think about all the names and insults you have said to me and i realize there not names your calling me...there reflections of you and how you feel about yourself. it had absolutely nothing to do wirh me
i was your sponge your doormat.
i think about all the abuse. the choking the hitting throwing me across. the room. it all is a cry for help. you are hurting so you hurt the one closest to you.
I can't be all that you need me to be. Because i can't soak all your hurt all your hate. your ababdonment issues. you need to deal with.it and find healing on your own journey.
I know all the promises i made. never to leave you. to always love you but when my life is in jeopardy i have to love myself enough to let go and move on with my life.
To leave you was the hardest decision i ever had to make. I had to turn away and not show my tears so you could be set free. You are living life and I see it. But I'm sitting here alone. I long for your arms around me when I'm watching movies. I want to go pick you up and take a ride out to the woods to be with you talking and laughing. When you got in your puck up to leave i wanted so bad ti grab you and say don't go but i couldn't.
I think about all the names and insults you have said to me and i realize there not names your calling me...there reflections of you and how you feel about yourself. it had absolutely nothing to do wirh me
i was your sponge your doormat.
i think about all the abuse. the choking the hitting throwing me across. the room. it all is a cry for help. you are hurting so you hurt the one closest to you.
I can't be all that you need me to be. Because i can't soak all your hurt all your hate. your ababdonment issues. you need to deal with.it and find healing on your own journey.
I know all the promises i made. never to leave you. to always love you but when my life is in jeopardy i have to love myself enough to let go and move on with my life.
To leave you was the hardest decision i ever had to make. I had to turn away and not show my tears so you could be set free. You are living life and I see it. But I'm sitting here alone. I long for your arms around me when I'm watching movies. I want to go pick you up and take a ride out to the woods to be with you talking and laughing. When you got in your puck up to leave i wanted so bad ti grab you and say don't go but i couldn't.
when we started our relationship it was based on lies on dishonesty and without faith. this relatiinship had no foundation. It was built on a quicksand pit which slowly sank. Our relationahip was never meant to be. I have lost all hope of finding true love. I no longer am looking for my lifetime partner. he has left and turned my heart sour and cold and lifeless.
At least that is how i feel at this moment. please when you find another mate....treat her with respect. never insult her. never hurt her with your hands. cherish her. give your life up for her. let her be your help and give her protection. treat her like diamonds and gems
i know as a victim I'm supposed to be angry and i am but i can't wish.karma on you it will only return twice as much back to me. so instead i wish you love joy peace and all the fruits of the spirit. luv always your babyrena.