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- My aunt passed Away 3/21/2011. May she rest in peace. I thought it was going to be easy to get through this. My heart hurts a lot. I thought because her suffering was so long that when she died that I would be relieved, but I wasn't I felt so sad,...
- Well I went back this last weekend, so I am at 3 days gamble free. I don't know I think it was a blow to lose my aunt and I just needed to disappear for a minute, I won but yet I still feel that defeat of why did I do it? I should have just stayed...
- I am very happy! I have been gamble free since December 15, 2010. It was very odd.. I feel like my gambling is a fulfillment to an empty space. On December 15, 2010, I bought a 2009 aveo I realized, I needed to make monthly payments on my car and so...
- and told me to start preparing for my aunt to pass away, she is a very traditional person in our family, I haven't seen her in a while, and I am feeling very sad at the moment I am at work and not feeling like being here, I haven't touched any of my...
- I have been away for a bit, I tried just one day at a time not gambling. I worked at it for a while, but it just wasn't working after a while so I just went back to gambling and only took what I could afford, 5,10,20,40, 80. those are my limits,...
- well today I went to pick up a friend of mine in a town 15 miles away, she was out of town for a few days, while she was away, I was keeping her purse and a couple other items.My daughter came up with some money all of a sudden to go on a trip over...
- I just joined this group!
- I am working a receptionist job, and all the things that I have to do are overwhelming me, i get wrote up constantly about how messy my desk is and what I need to do to keep it neat and organized, but to no avail my desk remains as if a tornado ran...
- Good day everyone, well my aunts cat scans came back the other day with good reports. I am glad to hear that, there is going to be a prayer gathering with her this coming saturday, so if you are a believer in the all might God and Jesus, please send...
- Good day everyone. I came here for support, I found out a couple days ago that my aunt has terminal cancer. I understand terminal and I understand cancer, but I dont understand both of them together. I am confused as to how to feel, what to expect,...
- Well since I posted last my daughter was about pushing me over the edge. She hasn't quite drinking, but I have told her if she does drink, which I am not allowing her to, but If it happens that she starts to drink, the rule is she is not allowed...
- Well its been a while since I posted, a lot of changes at work, in the home, and in my life in general.I have took the truck from my daughter last week, I think, time has flown by I can't remember when it was, but she was beligerent one evening and...
- I been going every week after my exercise classes, and on my paydays! My daughter moved home from Reno to help me. I gambled my bill money away the other night, and had to go around yesterday and round up money to make it to payday. Of course all...
- is so hard to fight. I am going through a rough time. I am losing a friend to alcohol. I just wish I could escape to those wonderful machines. Man to escape into a world of slots. No one, No feelings, just to lose myself would be wonderful. ...Ok I...
- well I fell into a the web of gambling again for awhile, I didn't go broke or anything, I did use 80.00 dollars last month, and 30.00 last night. Man I felt like such a heel walking out with nothing again. I needed an escape from reality for awhile,...