charmingdisaster
Status: I got spirits in my head and they won't go
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- I know that I am not on here much. I have been working a lot. My depression has gotten so bad lately. I barely have motivation to do my job. As bad as it is, my relationship status of being single really affects me too. I would really like to have...
- My depression has taken a turn for the worse lately. I am exhausted all the time and keep thinking that I am such a failure. My work life has gotten very stressful. They have kind of cleaned house, as in fired a few people. I am going for a...
- I have a lot on my mind right now and it is all jumbled because I am so depressed. I have this issue with this former friend of mine who is a guy who is obsessed with me. There is a lot to it but basically I got a restraining order on him after...
- I have a lot on my mind. Kind of a while ago, I had posted about an issue I was having with a former male friend of mine. He has been wanting to date me and I tolerated a lot of bad things that he has done to me. After several threats and what...
- A couple days ago I had posted about a friend of mine who had been abusive to me over time. I decided to cut off all communication with him. He has gotten obsessed with me and I can't take it anymore. I have a boyfriend but he is currently deployed...
- I have been a member of daily strength since last summer after going through a lot of things including drug addiction. I am back on here now after falling completely backwards in my recovery. I have had depression for a long time now. I have been...
- I know I have been gone for a while on here. After having guy problems and a lot of stress in my life,I started using again. I was and still am ashamed and avoided everyone and everything once I went back to using cocaine. I gave up on myself and...
- I have been doing pretty well lately with my drug recovery and I had started to talk with a guy I met a while ago. We have not known eachother that long,a little over 2 months. He knows that I have really only been with jerk guys that have hurt me...
- So far, I am doing better now than I have all year. My drug addiction recovery is going very well after I have officially blocked out everyone in my life that still uses. I am slowly starting to find some friends and have some great people on ds...
- I feel like I am falling backwards very quickly. I had a decent weekend but it was practically ruined for me emotionally. My best friend who is a guy that claims to care about me decided to flip out on me for there being a pic on facebook of me and...
- I need help with flashbacks. I keep having problems with them happening. I do not want to think about any of the rapes but I will have to tomorrow. My therapist thinks it is time for me to start to face what happened to me and work through it. I am...
- I know that I may post on here kind of often but I do not want to be a bother. However, I am posting so much because I have to so I can stay focused on recovering. So far I am staying on track with my staying sober and I have a job interview next...
- I had to call my sponsor because all I could think about was using again. I cannot seem to be social again or even think positive. I feel so alone. So far in my life, no one has stayed with me. Everyone has always just been around to use me. This...
- I am new to DS and am trying to find all the help I can get to be honest. I have been raped twice. I have had very abusive boyfriends in my life. One raped me and dumped me the next day acting like I was crazy. The other attack was from a guy that...
- I am new to DS and have been sober since January 18 2010. I had been using cocaine since I was 19 and have been in and out of rehab. I am now 25 and I need this to be it and for me to stay sober. I want a chance at a normal life. I go to meetings...