charmingdisaster
Status: I got spirits in my head and they won't go
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- I’ve been struggling a while now. My moods have been all over the place and I’ve been having a fair amount of emotional outbursts and can't seem to ever focus. I've been growing more concerned because I can feel a manic phase coming. I've been...
- I was diagnosed bipolar NOS about 6 years ago. I had been on abou 7 meds at one time that was wrecking my body, namely my liver. There was never a point where I felt the meds were working. I would get just as angry, irritable etc as before. I had...
- This is going to sound pretty complicated and confusing but I need help. I have a situation with an ex. It's a long story but the background is that we were close friends for years. I got in a serious relationship with someone and my friend flat out...
- I have been dealing with anxiety for years now and it's only gotten worse over time. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, ptsd, and bipolar. Often when I get very anxious, I end up getting extremely irritated and just feel mad. I feel...
- So after years of taking 6 meds for my bipolar and having a Bipolar NOS diagnosis, I began to question why I wasn't feeling better. I thought I had the answer with this diagnosis however now I'm even more confused. I've seen 2 more doctors and one...
- My rape happened about 11 years ago by my boyfriend at the time. I was barely 19 and in college. We had some drinks and he forced himself on me the back way. The pain was horrible. I remember saying no and to stop several times. He just told me that...
- I've been processing a lot in therapy about my anxiety because it is interfering with my life. I did recently restart therapy by the way and she wants me to really think about events that pushed me to a lot of my tendencies. This may sound almost...
- Hey everyone. I have been away from here for a bit but I wanted to share something. Several months ago I stopped all my bipolar meds. I couldn't do it anymore. I felt awful each day from what they did to me, my liver started having problems, and I...
- I'm new to this group and on day 2 of sobriety after a binge of a relapse. Prior to that, I was sober a month. Before that 3 years sober. The time I relapsed after the 3 years lasted a while and I binged most of it. At this point, it's wrecked my...
- Due to being shuffled psychiatrist to psychiatrist and not being able to keep on top of affording medications. I have not been able to stay in them. I also get extremely paranoid about side effects and I do enjoy to drink so needless to say,I'm not...
- I have been in the hospital due to not taking my meds and having a complete meltdown. I got released today and feeling so overwhelmed. I have all my meds and will take them but I'm already tempted to go back to the partying I was doing before. I...
- I had been dangerously manic several weeks and went to the emergency room. There's been adjustments to my meds and I'm doing intensive outpatient because of my eating disorder and psychosis. Part of the dangerous part was my partying. The drugs. ...
- I've been manic several weeks now. It's my fault. I forgot my meds then I stopped bc i felt good. The problem is that I am barely sleeping which gets me talking to guys online, going to bars and the like often even if I work the next day. I've used...
- So it started as meeting online and talking a lot. There was plenty of suggestive talk as well as exchanging of pictures. We went out once to dinner which was normal and nice so we kept talking. He invited me to his apartment and I went on a...
- My dosage for lithium has recently increased again and it makes me curious on what I need to look out for in regards to lithium poisoning. Has anyone gotten to toxic levels of lithium and if so what happened? I'm not very good at staying hydrated so...