charmingdisaster
Status: I got spirits in my head and they won't go
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- I have been having trouble with voices for sometime now. I don't know if this goes with bipolar or not but I'm getting close to my wits end. They keep telling me to do self destructive things. There's times I can ignore it but recently I can't. It's...
- I'm on quite a bit of medications for my bipolar and I've been out drinking. I don't know how much I've drank and I'm not feeling well. When do I need to worry and go to the ER?
- So I see my doctor to start meds over tomorrow. I was able to push my way into an appointment. While being off the meds my mania has gotten worse. I'm everywhere doing everything. Last night I met up with old friends and partied all night. I never...
- I was doing well then I got lazy and felt it was ok to stop taking my medications. It seemed ok and then I start getting the running thoughts. I start getting in trouble at work for getting an attitude when frustrated. I don't care but don't want to...
- On Thursday, I went to my weekly counseling appointment. It didn't go well for me in that my therapist told me that I am not making much progress in the year and a half we have been working together. I get better, a little, then fall backwards. She...
- So I haven't taken my meds for a few days. I felt I was ok and didn't need it all that bad. I've been a wreck today. I keep hearing things that are not there and the types of thoughts I have scare me. I want to go out and be impulsive so I'm trying...
- I'm still grieving the passing of my father 2 months ago and it's not going well for me. I am so depressed all I want to do is sleep in bed. My self care sucks. My work performance is being affected. I just don't see the point. I have stopped...
- My father passed away a month ago. It was sudden and he was only 62. I was very close to him and this flipped my world upside down. I'm doing all I can to be strong for my mom and help her. I'm falling apart though. I'm depressed,angry, and...
- last week wasn't good for me. I screamed at some idiot on the road. Then Friday my boss gives me an attitude for breaking a rule that I was never told. She said she told me. She didnt. Now I'm still in limbo not knowing if I'm in trouble or not. I...
- over the past several months, my anger has gotten worse. I find myself being pissed off more often. Granted I have been having a lot of work, family, and marriage stress lately. These are things that are going to be around a while so it may be...
- This month has been hell for me. I found out that my father is dying of lung cancer with a prognosis of 6 to 9 months. I'm terrified. I didn't think I'd be dealing with this before I'm 30. So I have been so stressed and emotional. I take all my meds...
- my question is how long does it take for lithium to be in your system? I started 1200 mg per day about 2 weeks ago. I have to get bloodwork done too so when will there be an accurate level in me? Also after finding out about my fathers lung cancer...
- I have had a very emotional week. I found out my father has cancer and we are still getting all the answers and figuring out a treatment plan for him. I have been on autopilot for the last week. I have spent time at home with my father and I feel...
- Last week was such a bad week for me. It was busy at work and people were not doing their jobs. I got told I didn't get a job position I really wanted. Had to deal with a manager that no matter what I said, he was not happy. Then on Friday my dad...
- i dont know what to do. Im feeling so angry yet hopeless. I haven't eaten in the last day and a half, I have barely slept since Sunday. I'm so irritable and feel awful. I don't know how long I can take this. I don't even know how im getting to work...