I am better today, thank you all for your support and your prayers.  You think that someday you will wake up and the nightmare will be over with and you can go on with life but unfortunately this is the new so called life.  I ran many errands today and got thru them and still very tired from all the crying that i had done.  My cousin Tammy called me yesterday and told me that her friend Debbie 19 yr old son ended his life and i feel the need to have you all to pray that she will be comforted.  I don't know his name.  It is so sad at all the things that we all have to endure.  I am very grateful for you all and love you all and pray for you all. Love, Dawn

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I am sorry about the young man. I will pray for him and his family.
I am glad you feel a little better. The up and downs are so hard. They change in one second. I am always tired too. The emotions are draining. Thiking of you. HUGS..love lucille
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Glad to here you are feeling a little bit better.Our lives have become a roller coaster of emotion.When this happened to Bobby all i could do was cry.I would like to say about eight months after Bobbys accident i was telling a friend a story about Bobby.After i was done my friend looked at me and said Do you realize you were smiling when you told that story.There was a part of me that did not no if i should feal guilty.We\'ll it dawned on me Bobby brought a smile to my face so many times on this earth and now from heaven he continues to make me smile.Who would ever think i would have to think about smiling its sick.I have learned at this one year mark that our lives go on and we find the strength from somwere.I have accepted i will die with this ache in my heart.My tears have shown me the true meaning of love.I will never stop loving or longing to hold my Bobby in my arms.I will never stop crying or smiling when thinking of him.Someday when its our turn we will get the greatest gift to be reunited with the ones we love.So we have to stay strong for them.Hope i did not bable to much.Your friend Paual