I am better today, thank you all for your support and your prayers.  You think that someday you will wake up and the nightmare will be over with and you can go on with life but unfortunately this is the new so called life.  I ran many errands today and got thru them and still very tired from all the crying that i had done.  My cousin Tammy called me yesterday and told me that her friend Debbie 19 yr old son ended his life and i feel the need to have you all to pray that she will be comforted.  I don't know his name.  It is so sad at all the things that we all have to endure.  I am very grateful for you all and love you all and pray for you all. Love, Dawn