NoHope1985

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• Anxiety
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 11/03/2017

  NoHope1985 commented on the discussion New Here.

• Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
  

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  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/25/2017

  NoHope1985 commented on the discussion Is this the right choice?.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 09/25/2017

  NoHope1985 commented on the discussion Goodbye.

• Self-Injury
  

  Cutting

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  Last Reply: OlderCPer 10/01/2017

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  Isn't self harming better then trying to commit suicide? What if you cut to just feel, to feel release, control, freedom not to kill yourself? I wrote this the other day...Right now... I want to feel the freedom and relief of a sharp razor blade cutting into my skin over and over again. Not too deep because I would never want to die this way, but just enough to release the blood from my veins. The pain that it inflicts is nothing compared to the pain I feel inside my head. A pain so deep......

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/23/2017

  NoHope1985 became friends with monte33.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/22/2017

  NoHope1985 became friends with christinaanneparker.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/22/2017

  NoHope1985 commented on the discussion Losing Control of my Life!.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/22/2017

  NoHope1985 commented on the discussion I'm alone and feeling hopeless.

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  Hug

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  Posted: 09/21/2017

  NoHope1985 sent a hug to sadhorcrux
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  Cutting...

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/20/2017

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  Right now... I want to feel the freedom and relief of a sharp razor blade cutting into my skin over and over again. Not too deep because I would never want to die this way, but just enough to release the blood from my veins. The pain that it inflicts is nothing compared to the pain I feel inside my head. A pain so deep...painful....lonely.... empty.... lost... that there are no exact words to describe what I am actually feeling. Words come close to almost expressing what I want to scream... but...

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  What it feels like...

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/20/2017

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  I get what your saying but those smiles and thoughts are only temporary. I do love life.... in moments.... sometimes in hours, days, weeks, and even months. But those don't last forever. It always comes back ALWAYS! It is never gone just quiet, dormant, lurking, waiting for its opportunity, for a moment of weakness, a moment of distraction and BAM! Just like that it takes over! And not just your thoughts, but every single part of you. It leaves you in a state of fog, confusion, hopeless and...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/17/2017

  NoHope1985 became friends with sadhorcrux.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/17/2017

  NoHope1985 commented on the discussion depression.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/17/2017

  NoHope1985 commented on the discussion depression.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: NoHope1985

  Posted: 09/17/2017

  NoHope1985 joined the group Fitness Goals.