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  Rediscovering who i am

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 08/09/2017

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  Man what a week it has been for me. I know you are not supposed to share personal information so I will try to keep this as least detailed as possible. I was just released from a "mental" hospital recently. And what an experience has it been. I have been able to rediscover who I am and where I want to be. I no longer feel in this cloud anymore. I finally feel like the beginning of not the "old me" but a new me. Like a butterfly in her caccon but soon she will break her ceil and redefine...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/30/2017

  endlessthoughts became friends with Lauren85.

• Suicidal/self-harm thoughts
  

  Discussion Like

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/30/2017

  endlessthoughts liked the discussion Over.

• Suicidal Thoughts
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 07/30/2017

  endlessthoughts commented on the discussion Hello.

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  Today..

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/30/2017

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  Today I am over it. Today I just want to give up. But it's not that easy. Today I just wish I could dissappear and it go unnoticed. Honestly, I think I could dissapear and go unnoticed. I need an escape. I need a way out. My own thoughts are eating me alive. My mistakes are piling up one after another. I am losing the things that matter to me left and right. I, once again, am alone. I feel alone. When does that feeling stop? When does it end? I feel like my brain is being over worked...

• Anxiety
  

  Change causing anxiety

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/28/2017

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  Here is the experience I got from my anxiety; I transferred unversities and about 9 classes did not trasnfer... stressful. All of the "academic advisors" I spoke to were being ZERO help.. stressed again. I begin to have trouble with self motivation. Just caring less, struggle sleeping and even skipping class on the days I dont feel like going. Through this all, I guy comes in my life that helped distract me from all the other shitty things going on, like my home not feeling like home...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/27/2017

  endlessthoughts became friends with imlostinlife.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/27/2017

  endlessthoughts became friends with imlostinlife.

• Loneliness
  

  Discussion Like

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/27/2017

  endlessthoughts liked the discussion Omg, I'm so tired of being lonely.

• Loneliness
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 07/27/2017

  endlessthoughts commented on the discussion Omg, I'm so tired of being lonely.

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  the consumption of "love"

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/27/2017

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  Recently I read an article and the title of it was "Don't be a wife to a boyfriend". Weird right? Why would you be a wife to a boy friend? But if you do some self evaluation you begin to see the form in which you are being a wife to a boy friend. I wouldn't necessarily say it's a bad thing to be that, but it is a bad thing to be that for the wrong guy. I have learned that being a wife to the wrong guy does more harm then good. Being good, spoiling, and giving everything to someone will NOT keep...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

  endlessthoughts commented on the discussion Sorry.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/23/2017

  endlessthoughts joined the group Time Management.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 07/23/2017

  endlessthoughts joined the group Career Changes.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: endlessthoughts

  Posted: 07/23/2017

  endlessthoughts joined the group College Stress.