Today..

Today I am over it. 

Today I just want to give up. But it's not that easy. 

Today I just wish I could dissappear and it go unnoticed. 

Honestly, I think I could dissapear and go unnoticed. 

I need an escape. I need a way out. 

My own thoughts are eating me alive. My mistakes are piling up one after another. 

I am losing the things that matter to me left and right. 

I, once again, am alone. 

I feel alone. When does that feeling stop? When does it end? 

I feel like my brain is being over worked and so is my heart. 

I wish there was an easy way out.. 

God help me.