well im up...an improvement from yesterday. i didnt get up til almost 1. and i took a shower which i neglected 2 do yday. even when things r bad 4 me..even when i feel like there's no way out..no way that i know...god is still on the throne. we're behind on all of our bills and it just seems like more keep coming in. we just got a ltr of intent to forclose on a house that we've not even been in ayr. scary and unbelieveable. steve is stressed..im stressed...we got the house b/c of what he nade and this yr his wrk has been reduced....we get the house and then the money goes down...amazing. and each wk just incidentals and gas for the cars and food eats up most everything..and sometimes we have overdraft fees...his pay is like cut in half. i know the lords gonna work it out i just dont know how