God is in control! the weather is so beautiful and gorgeous. i wld love to have this day alone with my hubby, but he has school work 2 do....im lookin better and better and he loves to touch me...hes been handin out a lot of affection lately & thats great...but we ve had to practically make an appt 2 have sex. we havent had much time together away from the kids...so typical of married life...right...its kinda funny....i mean if thats the worst thing thats buggin me things aint so bad....there other stuff goin on...we're behind on our mortgage, but im surprisingly not worrying about that...im leavin that 2 god...good 4 me...nice change...so i might as well leave everything elese to him too...i just luv this weather....things r so peaceful...chillin r nappin...there a breeze blowin...house is cleanish....smile....and our bank acct isnt overdrawn...that is a blessin...amen