yes it hurts but i must move on.  i want love.  i want a loving relationship perhaps marriage.  i still think marriage is a good institution if both people want the same thing.
i wanna just forget all about him.
we're sharing custody.  theres nothing 2 stop me from dating if i meat someone who is worthy.  ill have time to myself.  well hopefully that will continue.....
right now wanna concentrate on the coming baby, getting back 2 school, doing a gd job at my work. finish unpacking.  get the rest of my stuff. get settled in. loving God. getting more energy....