SoleyUnrequited
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- First off, excuse me if I sound harsh but this has been on my mind lately and for a long time. Even found myself ranting out loud to my boyfriend the frustrations of this.BP is becoming more accepted in society. Yet so many people have this...
- Anyone else have this issue. These arent big lies. Maybe an over exaggeration of a story or a lie to manipulate a situation to get what you want out of people. I manipulate situations a lot and it's hard to stop.
- What I mean is...When you are bored or have so much energy and have no clue where to put it or cant find anything "fun" to do with so much time you have, what does it do to you?For me...I get depressed when I'm bored because I have so much time to...
- Heh...I was at a bar last night drinking and was pretty plastered while speaking with an older dude. I don't know how we got to the topic but I remember he said he knew I had to be bipolar because I reminded him of his sister. This however wasnt the...
- Ever have this attack while speaking especially while in a meeting? I dont really think before I speak so this happens to me all the time. Often I'd have to stop talking because I'm realize what I'm saying doesn't make sense so I'd stop and try to...
- I've been irritable for a few days now since being rejected after a job interview causing me to be stressed and frustrated because I have to find a new place to live soon. I'm finding it soooooooooooooooo hard to not lash out on people or take it...
- Ever find yourself wondering "what is real?" How do you deal with it? Is there a reason we may be doing this to ourselves?Lately I'm having a hard time telling the difference between how I really feel and just my mind twisting something to make me...
- I'm in a new relationship *yaaaaay*. But I agreed to be his girl friend because he really likes me. I like him however so far the only thing I like about him is that he's so hot. I was upfront with him about that yet doesn't seem to mind that or the...
- I was thinking about my past relationships. Used to be the type of girl who HATED being single. Everyday was a drag and depressing because I was "alone". It still is but learned to manage. Anyway, when I was finally in a relationship I would be high...
- I just started zoloft. It immediated started to work however it was a little unexpected since it was assumed it would take up to a few months to have an affect and being it's at 25MG I really was skeptical about it's effectiveness. Anyway, hours...
- I'm so pissed off. Livid. I got a different doctor to speak to today and she was a total bitch trying to tell me I'm NOT bipolar. She wasn't even much help. All she did was sit back and stare at me. No real questions and she looked at me like I was...
- Everyone's had a memory lapse or a brain-fart. It's sooo annoying when you walk all the way downstairs to grab something off the counter only to completely forget the reason you were down there in the first place so pace around poking your brain...
- Ever accused of manipulating situations or even people? Telling a lie to cover up a mistake (probably due to a manic phase) only to have to keep lying until you are screwed?This happens way to often for me. Especially the lying. I think lying and...
- Ever feel misunderstood by your "friends" or people who think they get you but interpret what you say and do all wrong?I've had someone tell me I act like I'm the biggest thing since television aka a Diva. But I've noticed I only act that way when...
- Under what reasons would a Psychiatrist would want you hospitalized and what if you're unemployed? I'm unemployed. Not a penny to my name but I am able to see a therapist and psychiatrist. I have a lot going on and the last thing I need is a happy...