SoleyUnrequited

As I like to help people I find it difficult to be happy while helping others who are constantly depressed. It does wear me out. I can't keep being there for the same people who seek someone to...

Turns out I have to see three different doctors before I'm tranfered to  another building closer to my house. i surely hope to meet my permanent doctor there instead of being bounced around. Todays...

Oh YESSSSS...just when I thought my night would be boring and blaaahhh filled with loneliness having the house to myself for the night. I've found some liqure that was sitting on top of the wine...

I meet a guy, okay, and we hit it off with conversation and much of the time I'm itching to start dating. They are usually very attractive guys I meet but it never fails, they just stop talking to me...

I get complimented on how good i look every time i go out and a lot of times, I don't even have to try to look good yet when it comes to getting a decent date....It all goes to hell. They either...

So much for thinking positively. Fuck. I hate my life.

Yes. I stomped all over his trust by telling a few people about his personal detail. Yes. I said i was sorry and still continue to beat myself up emotionally over it. But why do I feel he's getting...

So even the sight of a Jon-look-a-like kills me. I can't enjoy watching a Breaking Benjamin music video without crying because the frontman looks like HIM. I'm pathetic. I could very well be...

I'm Trying look be more positive but it's so incredibly hard to do it right now especially since I feel so alone and hopeless. But I know I'm not alone..it's just hard for me right now to accept that...

Last night was a total disaster. Jon, my ex showed up not asking for much detail he felt the need to be "honest" while hurting me deeply by saying he was only at the club for a girl who was...

I'm so happy that last night I was able to unload all my feelings towards this chick about being a bitch to me. She didn't say a word but looked to her precious boyfriend. Yeah he was just trying to...

Haha...I can't wait for tonight. And I don't care if it ends up being boring. If that dumb whore of a bitch shows up at the bar I'm going to be full of insults if she tries to start shit with me....

I'm being obsessive and over a guy I just met. Yes I'm sure he likes me. But does he want me? I donno. I'm just suprised someone like him wanted to be around someone like me to begin with. And the...

I'm being obsessive and over a guy I just met. Yes I'm sure he likes me. But does he want me? I donno. I'm just suprised someone like him wanted to be around someone like me to begin with. And the...

I hate myself.