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Changed my not cut for 3 months goal to 4 weeks.  I keep giving in around 3 weeks.  When I reach 4, I'm going to Hobby Lobby with a $20 bill.  Meanwhile, I haven't lost any weight on my weight...

PHP ended yesterday. Incredibly long day today - forgot to take noon meds and didn't get to dinner until 8:30pm plus no afternoon nap and multiple stressors throughout the day - had panic attack in...

I am going back to PHP tomorrow.  3 more days insurance will give me.  However, I cut myself Friday after group, so if I tell them that, that may change things.  I'm not sure how.  I may end up...

Do you ever get that feeling "I shouldn't get out of bed today" and you do anyway, and by the end of the day you totally regret your decision??? I was supposed to buy a car today - but I called the...

It's been a few a days since I updated. I stopped counting calories because while I'm in PHP i don't have wireless and can't keep track of what I eat as I eat it, and by the end of the day am too...

Yesterday was rough cuz I decided to talk to my roommates about the housing situation.  It was rough when I was anticipating the conversation.  The conversation went well, I don't need to move,...

Trying no nap today. Last night I slept 7:30pm-8:30am. Around 3 I wasn't tired yet this afternoon. Starting to get tired now. Maybe if I go to bed at 9 I'll sleep straight through the night since...

Too tired to post last night. But I want to get my calories in for tracking. That's the main reason I've been posting every day.PHP was good yesterday, but tiring. The DID people are starting to...

First day in the trauma recovery program went well.  The people are good.  It's not as controlling an environment as I feared it would be.  And they're flexible about my fatigue issues.  Lunch...

I'm going to start this trauma recovery program tomorrow.  It's not 9'4 like I thought I'd been told, but 9-3.  I explained my fatigue issues and they said if by 2 I just couldn't stay up, I could...

Going to another facility tomorrow to get an assessment.  They have a really good trauma recovery program.  Found a friend to go with me.  I had been waiting to hear from the director but she...

Just weighed myself.  Gained back the 2 lbs I lost last week.  Must have been last night's Ben and Jerry's.

Got this in an e-mail and had to share. Just a friendly reminder!!!!!   C o L O R     IS GOOD   Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high ....  ...

Woke up at 4:30am gave up trying to fall back asleep at 6:30 and starting painting.  Chatted on DS with a few ppl while painting and got a call from a friend in Massachusetts I haven't talked to in...

I wasn't thinking of this when I put the snail as my avatar, but it is appropriate.  I'm slowly moving forward here - like a snail. Went to the arboretum for lunch with some ladies today - was...