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I'm going stir crazy.  I need to see people more.  But I also am dissociating a ton so I don't want to be out when that's going on. I just decided to flip a coin about church tonight - there's two...

There's few places you can be brutally honest about how you feel.  This is one of them. Right now I feel like saying "Why doesn't God just kill me now and get it over with?" I know that's just a...

I just thought I ought to write an entry since it's been a month since the last one.  Not much to say though.  The disability is in the lawyers hands.  I signed all the papers I'm supposed to.  I...

I'm STRESSED.  Talked to a lawyer today about disability.  She said it would take 6-12 months to get a hearing.  Then 3 months after that for it to be processed.  I turn 26 in January and need to...

Wow - it's really been a week since I finished making the registration forms on my website.  Not one registration received - well, just the dummy one I sent myself a few days ago to make sure there...

   I just posted the registration forms on my website for piano lessons, latin tutoring and latin classes.   Then I sent out a few e-mails about the Latin classes.  It's like taking a bean,...

My appeal was denied.  No disability.  Next step would be a hearing.  While talking to my friend I concluded that if I decided to pursue it further and take it to court, I would probably stress...

Hello friends, I have a new blog. Please check it out and follow if you are interested! bethsbabysteps.blogspot.com Peace! Beth

I still don't have the xanax prescription because my insurance company is requiring it to be authorized by the doc. Whatever that means. Anyway, I still dropped the prescription off at the...

I'm out of xanax XR 2MG which I'm supposed to take three times a day. I went to the pharmacy MONDAY, a few days before I was out, to ask them to send the request to my doctor. Tuesday they hadn't...

My bedroom is a mess.  I just switched rooms with a housemate - so I have the big one with its own bathroom and a back door for piano students to come in.  I got my own little studio.  But I still...

Ever heard of NaNoWriMo?  It's National Novel Writing Month.  November.  Check out their website.  I'm going to write a novel this November.  It will be based on August through October of this...

Only a few days left.  Family is camping and will be back Sunday.  I fly back on Wednesday.  It's been a good visit home.  There are a few people I haven't seen yet and might not get to, but I...

Only a few days left.  Family is camping and will be back Sunday.  I fly back on Wednesday.  It's been a good visit home.  There are a few people I haven't seen yet and might not get to, but I...

Disability appeal is submitted! Several friends have been visited, but several remain on the list. Finances have been assessed and budget contrived for next 6 months.  Don't know where the money...