yeouxleigh

i don't want to start over again. but i think i have to start taking my future seriously again. i will be at my job for one year next month. i don't want start over again but i am so under paid over...

I a so pissed about my inconsiderate employer. really? i am infuriated that someone can be so fucking rude.

tired physically and always tired at work. i don't feel like i am being effective. my body is cronically in pain.

Rest Rest Rest. I finally got some rest and relaxation. My christmas holiday was packed with responsibilities that i never did really enjoy my time off. Being off this Monday made me realize we...

Well I fell again and it hurts. Last year about this same time I was using opiates and ended up in treatment. I am using again and I want out. I am tired and afraid and in pain. If anyone has advise...

Well I fell again and it hurts. Last year about this same time I was using opiates and ended up in treatment. I am using again and I want out. I am tired and afraid and in pain. If anyone has advise...

Well, he was not quite honest with me, again. I am so glad I didn't fall for his old worn out stories again. False False False.

OMG! don't know what to do, an old love found me and want to have a relationship with me again. What should I do? I am casually seeing someone and care about him. But I really really, like the idea...

I really want to get positive, they say it is a mental choice....here we go. Lets see if it works.

Still did not sleep well. My legs were so uneasy. Still worried about my girls and my relationship with them. Not so much my significant other.

Pain today with my RA especially in my back but also in my entire body. I need a good mattress soon. I just moved and it does not look like I will get on for a couple of weeks. Its hard to stay still...

Well I went and screwed up another holiday. But at least I can say it wasn't for my drinking or drug abuse. I have been somewhat sober for the past 6 months. I can say I feel better about that, but i...

another sad day in my life not knowing when where why who or what. i shouldh't been a writer. my so called life is still not really livable. its strained and dark. i feel like i am spinning my...

So, i moved out of Sober Living after 5 months of treatment. It sucks having to deal with family again realizing how much pain I have caused them for over 25 years. I really f'kd up. Issues right now...

today i find myself in a sober lving house. it all started with a weekend of binge drinking, snorting oxy, popping any pain pill that was there and ending up at a crisis center. from there i went to...