yeouxleigh

What a difference on choice makes to the quality of my life.The hardest thing for me to do right now is be strong and courageous for my family.

this was one of the saddest tgiving day ever, which is probably why i have always used or drank. i did relapse but i sure thought about it alot. i think its best to not be around my family during the...

this week for the first time in years i am spending the holidays with my grandkids, and am happy and sober. no abuse or fear going on. i can do this kind of holiday. wishing the best for all my...

it  difficult to live with faaa

i slept well last night. im finding how tirred i feel lately. but mentally i am more clear and sharp than the last month. glad to have this site to vent and see that im not the only one suffering....

After reading alot of DS today, I see I have made some progress. I want to be and stay whole and complete on my own. I want to own my wellness and not give an abuser credit for my good work. I want...

I feel stablized at this time, back on my meds, and i am staying busy with my daughter and grandkids. It does make a difference when my focus is on someone else and remembering that someone else is...

I feel stablized at this time, back on my meds, and i am staying busy with my daughter and grandkids. It does make a difference when my focus is on someone else and remembering that someone else is...

lsitening to my attitude music on pandora. ive been so depressed and in my own head i have left my music out of world. it really nice to listen to some old Pearl Jam, Staind and RHC. very nice.

treatment was great but, of course, i relapsed a couple of time. basically, i feel good. except that i have managed to alienate my loved one. i found a picture of myself beaten and bruised from my...

here i go again....as in that old rock n roll song...on my own. i hate being alone especially when it was not my choice. im am finding tht breaking up is just as physically painful as going sober...

well today i found out that my oldest sister has cancer. both her an my mother are in denial.just like when we were little.my mother just turned her back on us when my father sexually abused use and...

My goal was to reach one year at this new job,  and I did. But I ended up walking out after my boss threw a pen and paperwork at me. This was building up little by little, its started with her...

My adult sons are so opinionated and stubborn. How do i stop worring about them

my job is getting more and more frustrating. think of looking for other work. i like what i do i just am not appreciated.