yeouxleigh

Well today I woke up at 3am and realized that I have gained 20 lbs in 6 months and I feel like shit. I completely slummed around for six months have very little self esteem left. I am not depressed I...

Today I am a little more optimistic about the rest of the year. I found this great library where i can get on line and its a great outlet. I am taking myself less seriously and I want to change my...

Well today and for some time I feel like Sarah Palin, I know my facts, my history all the right and wrong things to say...and just keep on freezing up. This really sums up my life in the past 6...

Confession time, I cheated and I feel terrible. I love the man I am with and now he wants all kinds of details. I told him i was moving on and going to see someone else and now he wants to to when,...

I finally completed the process and I am back in therapy and meds. I know i will be oka, it just takes to darn long.

Ok....here it goes. So I am supposed to be in VPO court against my ex this week. My question is am I just doing this to hang-on cause that is what i am used to doing? Or am I justified in my actions....

When I finally cut off Robert, it hurt. But it was he best thing I ever did. I am so empowered and I am learning that my daughters are finding strenght from that in their own relationships. We as...

I have started a new and fresh relationship with a wonderful, down to earth man. Wish me luck.

Hello all and thanks for all the notes and continuing to remember me on my hiatius. I have been thru so much in the past 32 months,,,,read my 2006 journal and its all just a repeat of it all. Over...

One week i had a staph infection that left me in the hosptial, then i got fired when i went back to work, not i am in so much pain. its unbearable. my arthritis has flared up my fingers are swollen...

The picture on my profile is me and my son Moses. Please pray for him.

i recently got some very bad news regarding my son. regardless of the pain, i won't let anger and bitterness get me down. i will stand firm for my son and we will make it.