Holiday Blahs

Well I went and screwed up another holiday. But at least I can say it wasn't for my drinking or drug abuse. I have been somewhat sober for the past 6 months. I can say I feel better about that, but i still have me to deal with. And my adult children that  hate some of the decisions that I make. I know they are right in some respects, but, jesus, I just want to go to work and go home without feeling like shit all the time.

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yeouxleigh
yeouxleigh

I am still dealing with my ex. He has sobered up and is no longer drinking. But my family will not tolerate him or me being with him, especially my oldest daughter. She is so pissed at me right now. I am so tired and over her being this way with me. I think that wanting the best for me does not include being ugly and mean. I think it will be a while before I speak to her again.