This could be it!! Just walk away i keep telling myself, just walk away. Nothing I do or say will every make him happy. And the instant he steps out of line, I walk away anyway. Like I said earlier, I am just tired. Tired of the hang ups, of the drunk calls, of the name calling and the smug attitide after a binge. He really thinks I will always be there and I know part of that is my fault for going back countless times. Last night was the first time i actually turned off the ringer. I was scared though, I kept waking up when i would hear a car, thinking it was him. But he never came by, thanks God. It should not be that way, i should not be afraid of the man I supposedly love. I know it doesn't take much to make him snap. I just refuse to let him hurt me anymore.