This was a good weekend, I spent most of it resting and thinking. I also took all my belongings from my b/f house and started staying at mine. I have been at my place for 5 day's now and it's oka. I do miss him and his things just being in his home makes me feel close to him. But I know in the long run, I will have to end it. There is no way we can continue this path and I just hope and pray that God gives me the strength keep this goal.