Well, that was end of it....its 9:30am in the freakin morning and he already called drunk off his *&^*&^ and he is on his way home. I can't take this anymore. SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. HELP!!!!!(*%^*@(#)*^%$#_(*@#$_)q@&@%^@$*^$)($+@^%@_)$(*&$%*&^@+$@$%#@$#@^%@(#_#@+)*^%@^!)^$). I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. HE IS IN MARYLAND I AM IN OKLAHOMA AND HE Wants me to get him home????? Everytime he leaves we go threw all this sh....i feel like i am drowning and i can't reach out for help........
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I am paniking. I need help. I can\'t do this alone. I\'m sacred.
yeouxleigh,
I am not sure what all is going on as I am new here. But your not going to drown! Take my hand and will get through this together ok .
I wrote this on Jan 30 today its Feb 8 and i finally found out why he \"suddenl\" came back to Oklahoma. Apparently, he got drunk with the guys from work, and beat up one of them. The hotel where they were staying called the police, so they all got into the company truck and started driving south. That\'s why he called drunk that morning, they had been on an all \"nighter\" and things just got worse from there.
Think back on this moment when i found out why he really came back, i realized that i realized that he is very very violent. I just kept thinking that he had come a long way. But I am convinced that if he had been here, he would have probably beat me. Its kind of a once a month thing he does. He jsut has to fight and beat people up. Not anymore, not me.
3.10.07 Wow, i finally left him. After all the pain i can say that it was not worth it. I believed that only \"he\" deserved to hit me??? i must have been in such a sad state of mind. The confusion and fear took over my life.
1/4/8 Finally done. Yes!!