vivianvr

I am trying to be a better person.  I have been blessed and I am happy, yet I feel like I always have something to complain about. My co-worker annoys the F*** out of me.  Her loud loud voice, she...

I have no idea what happened.mi had been doing great feeling good, keeping busy, talking to more people then suddenly today it hit me.  I feel like I miss him.  I txt him and asked him if he was...

All I have wanted to do is stay home and chill, get stuff done....now that I am home today all I want to do is run around all over town some more.  Silly..... 

I signed the waiver today and according to his religion, he has divorced me.  I feel..... unprepared.  I didnt think he was going to do it today (Islamicly) So I didnt expect it.  I am hurt. Its...

I dont care how imature or stupid this sounds but I am having a bad day....and this is why1. The guy that I have a crush on (a contractor here at work) came in today.  Last week I introduced myself...

Its 227 am.I am avoiding sleep and I am not sure why.  I do feel sick.Why does it feel like I am taking steps backwards? I talked to him Friday and Friday night.  I dont understand what I am...

I miss him... 

Thanks be to God that I have not been inflicted with something life threatening. I need to write down daily all the things I have been blessed with so I can see that what I am feeling, this void, is...

its been 16 days since the split, all i have done is gotten  a new puppy, which I am wondering...."was that a smart move?" its crazy to have this little thing that wants so much love from me!  I...

Day 2 of Lent!I woke up today with an over sensation of happiness.  Its amazing.  I feel good.  I hope this stays with me.  I have been having these little flash backs occur at just the right...

Today is my first day being officaly moved into my parents home.  I dont care about my age or that I am back, I adore my parents, they are wonderful and I am blessed that they are alowing me to live...

I've moved somethings home already and still have more to squeeze into a small room.  Thank God, it is working some how.  This is my third time moving back home from this relationship so, its not...

So this month, i turn 35, move back in with my parents (thank God they are allowing me and are supportive of me) and file for divorce.  Exciting stuff.  Last night had a heated talk with the...

We had a talk yesterday about me leaving, of course i show up to the apartment drunk and thinking i have some big balls and things that need to be said.  Not a good idea to do anything intoxicated....

My husband became a citizen last week, he is on the way out from our marriage and his mother and friend are trying to score him a new wife. This upset me, not because of the leaving me part, i have...