DianeMTB

There is no one quite like my husband Smokey who was one in one million.  It makes me sad to think that when I am ready, not just yet, that there is no one else like my late-husband.  Smokey always...

I feel so lonely without Smokey.  We did everything together, had fun, laughed and got in fun kind of trouble.  It's not the same without him.  There is a big huge hole in my heart without...

The aftermath of the loss of a dear one in our lives never ceases to amaze me.  It is bad enough that we have to cope, deal with and accept that our loved one is gone.  The grieving process takes...

Grief affects each of us differently and in different forms.  I wasn't crying for the last four days and wasn't feeling too bad.  Today I got angry at my brother and couldn't figure it out.  Any...

I am experiencing good days and bad days.  Monday to Sunday were the worst for me and I could hardly sleep.  Last night, which was Monday, I was tired but had a very hard time falling asleep.  I...

I feel like I died with my husband.  My heart is in so much pain that it feels unbearable at times.  It has been two months now.  I don't feel like I can nor want to go on without him.

Grief seems to intensify your feelings whatever they are whether you are happy, sad, patien,  or impatient.  When I am out with my brother Don and feel slightly impatient, this feeling gets...

The ones who don't know what you are going thru and try to comfort you make me mad.  What they say doesn't make one lick of sense and it is infuriating.  When you lose someone real close to you...

BC Medical is mandatory for those of us living in BC, Canada.  I wasn't working and was on my late-husband's medical.  I applied for Premium Assistance and they confirmed I was on it.  I just got...

I can't believe my husbands sister Brenda thinks I should be over the most incredible and unbearable loss of Alan or Smokey, my husband of ten years.  It has only been two months.  The family...

I have  been up since 2:00 a.m. crying and mourning for the loss of my husband.  Life is so unfair.  It's 4:41 a.m. now so I thought I would let it out by writing in this journal.  Will it get...

It has been almost 2 months now since the loss of Smokey, my husband.  It is not getting any easier.  Actually, it feels a lot harder not to cope with the pain of the loss of Smokey.  Last night...

It is January 3, 2009 Sunday and it is going on two months since my husband died.  I am having good days and bad days, which is stretching a bit longer between the two.  Time is the best healer but...

It is not easy coping with the loss of one's husband.  Yesterday was the worst day since he died on November 15, 2009 Sunday morning.  I drank a whole small bottle of wine.  i would not recommend...

It seems that I am hurting worse today than when Smokey passed away on Nov. 15, 2009.  At first I went into a state of shock but now I am feeling everything and it hurts.  On my worst days, I don't...