DianeMTB

I miss my Smokey dearly.  I am happy with Dave as well.  When I am with Dave or babysitting my grandson Tyson, I am happily content.  When I come home to the empty apartment, I miss Smokey like...

No so easy changes coming in my life.1.  Lisa and Grant and my grandson Tyson will be moving to Surrey/White Rock to a townhouse that they purchased.  This will happen in October.  Lisa sold her...

I'm beyond scared and have to make decisions.1.  Dave's drinking is what is going to break us up.  If he did not have a drinking problem, we would have a rock solid relationship.  He does have a...

I think my moods like depression or feelings of grief are mostly hormonal due to menopause.  I haven't had a period in 4 months now but still the the moodiness as about that time of the month.  I...

This year there will have to be changes in my life.  These are the things that make me depressed on top of my menopause.  I haven't had a period for three months, get hot flashes, night sweats and...

There must be depression in grief.  Smokey has been gone since Nov. 15, 2009.  It is about one year six months now.  I am so depressed.  I have had interviews but no concrete job offer.  I have...

Men think that we can't survive without them.  That is exactly what my ex-husband said to me.  It was a lie.  Women can survive just about anything.  We are physically stronger than men as we are...

I am afraid of being alone the rest of my life.  I had ten good years with Smokey before he died.  I don't want to be alone.  Then again, I don't want to settle for just anyone because I am afraid...

Dave v Smokey.  I am in a conflict but will figure it out myself.  God helps me along the way as to do what is right or correct.  I am trying to figure out why I pick the same type of men again...

I had a temp job lined up to start this coming up Tuesday through Kelly Services.  The client changed their mind as to when they want someone to start.  I am really disappointed.  I know various...

It's a bad emotional Friday for me.  I'm really down.  It's a cross between missing my Smokey and "why can't I get a job" and "what's wrong with me" kind of Friday.  I have been crying off and on....

I miss my Smokey still after all this time.  It's been one year and five months.  I was missing him this morning and crying at my own personal loss of Smokey.  I don't know how I can go on anymore...

I am still missing my Smokey very deeply.  It hits me in the morning and I cry.  After awhile, I stop crying and get on with my life & the things that I have to do these days.  Sometimes it can...

Smokey's birthday is coming up on April 30th.  No wonder I miss him so very much.  I was on my bed crying my heart out.  I couldn't figure why it was coming out of me now.  I remembered his...

I still miss Smokey very much after one year and five months.  I probably always will. The last few days I have been missing him so very much.  Dave is a nice man and I am lucky to be dating him....