DianeMTB

I am trying to make things simple for me and everyone else.  Smokey's car is a nice looking red Chevrolet Cavalier.  My girlfriend is interested in it.  $5,333 is a lot of money to shell out. ...

Dealing with Smokey's car is such a downer for me.  I don't drive.  There is a car loan still oustanding about $5,333 or so.  I have to take a two page document to get notarized.  After that, I...

I went to the bank with the papers yesterday.  Now I have to wait 3-5 days for them to check it out and make sure it is all legal.  This will give me power of attorney to Smokey's bank account. ...

Dave has a weird sense of humor and I don't always get it.  Last Thursday Dave told me that I did not wash the pots very well and after I left he had to redo them.  This hurt my feelings a lot so I...

I got the Letters of Administration on Friday.  Yahoo!  The thing I didn't realize is how badly it would affect me.  It's like saying good-bye to Smokey all over again.  By the Grace of God & Our...

I am picking up my Letters of Administration today.  Smokey died without a will.  It is almost like saying good-bye to Smokey all over again.  I am crying and tearing all this morning and it is...

My life is good.  I can't complain.  I have a roof over my head, food in my belly and clothes on my back.  I am in a new relationship which is going well so far so good.  God is healing my heart...

Smokey was my Soul Mate and my blessing from  God.  Do you believe in Soul Mates?  I wonder if there is more than one soul mate for an individual. Soul Mate qualifications if you are equal in the...

I have been having a good week last week.  This is why I have not been writing in my journal entires as much.  Dave was on holidays Thursday and Friday with the weekends off.  We spent it...

Out of bad good can come.  I got mad at Dave yesterday.  It was just the day itself.  Dave had a bit too much to drink and still picked me up at home.  He should never have done that and I should...

I survived Smokey's one year anniversary of his death.  It was not as bad as I thought it would be.  I have to admit that the few weeks prior to his anniversary I was a bit more weepy than usual...

I am going to celebrate Smokey's one year anniversary of his death.  After that no more celebrating his death but his life instead.  I am not going to celebrate his death anymore but will always...

Smokey and I loved each other deeply that it still amazes me to this very day.  We could never believe how quickly time flew by in our relationship.  We were together ten years but it felt like ten...

Dave suffers from Erectile Dysfunction at 47 years of age.  He is a young man.  Last night was the worst for him.  We tried seven times.  I can see the sad look in his eyes this morning.  It...

I grew up with a single mom.  She did the best she could with 3 kids.  I think she was also mentally unstable on top of being a single mom.  My mom was a control freak.  She had to have...