depressiontini

I just feel like crying. I noticed in the discussion area that there are a bunch of us having a bad day. Reading a note from someone that they hope we have a better day tomorrow just choked me up. I...

I didn't feel so bad going to sleep last night, but really didn't want to wake up today. As it is, I sleep late, but when I woke up, I just fought the urge to get out of bed and stayed in bed for an...

Generally around this time of night, I've been feeling anxious at the thought that nighttime is here, and my fiance will be going to sleep and leaving me for work again in the morning. I used to be...

I fought the alarm for a little while today before heading off to therapy. I managed to go to the post office and the bank afterward! Huge accomplishment considering I've been trying to get myself...

I really had everything set so that I would make it out of the house on my own earlier, but then it got later and I kept dawdling...finally, I didn't make it out on my own.I am going to try not to...

I'm somewhere between ok and not ok. I'm going to try and be positive and say I'm feeling ok today. At least I got out of bed. That's something, right? Actually, that seems to be the biggest...

I took the Nuvigil and while initially a bit nauseated from it, food helped. I think it does help me feel better and definitely has been keeping me out of bed. Somehow, some small things don't seem...

Every Tuesday at noon there is an alarm that goes off in the neighborhood as a test. It woke me up. Sort of. Then I stayed in bed for another 38 minutes before deciding to get up and take my meds and...

It has been a long time since I was on here. I guess the meds had me feeling functional enough that I didn't feel compelled to write or visit the site. And there's something depressing about reading...

Things (as in my mood) were getting quite a lot better for a while.  Going back to work was anxiety-ridden but my fiance came with me on my first business trip back....and with his support and the...

So I'm still sick.  Despite the Zicam and the Airborne and all of the other medications.  My head hurts, my eyes water and I keep coughing.  I think I'm losing my voice too. And work has asked me...

Figures.  Just when I'm getting ready to go back to work and already nervous about being able to handle it all, I am sick.  I'm not sure what kind of sick - hopefully it won't be too bad or last...

I got a call from work yesterday and as is my habit, I immediately dreaded having to return the call and immediately felt like I was in "trouble."  I get this sinking feeling in the pit of my...

But that could be because my fiance stayed home from work today to take me to my eye appointment - good thing he did since my eyes were so dilated I couldn't drive home or focus my eyes up close on...

So, after the initial change in meds has kicked in, and I am less prone to sitting around with the depressive playback tape on repeat, my mind is clearer to move on and do something.  Problem is,...