depressiontini

So, I have been severely depressed for I'd say a month now.  I tried to work after a two week break and had a debilitating panic attack. I have been less anxious but have been sleeping quite a lot...

I was supposed to go to a therapy appointment at 11 a.m.  I couldn't fall asleep last night until very late so when the alarm went off this morning, I just couldn't do it.  I had my psych doctor's...

So, it could be that maybe my meds are starting to kick in or that I'm so sick of being useless and in bed all the time that I am feeling "different."  I'm not sure I would define it as better.  I...

I really don't like to feel out of control.  In a way, this may seem strange since I also, from the looks of it, have issues with authority and hate regimented schedules.  That said, when something...

I feel guilty that I woke up late and so my med schedule was off by hours.  The sadder part is that a friend is in town for a funeral so I let them in but was too embarrassed/anxious to be around...

I had a therapy appointment today.  About an hour before the appointment was due to start, I started to feel very anxious.  When I'd woken up in the morning, I'd surprisingly started to think I...

Being depressed is really frustrating.  There's a part of me that is restless, but I'm tired and when I think about actually doing something, I get anxious and end up talking myself out of...

There are a couple of things I need to take care of ranging from returning phone calls to cleaning up some loose ends with work.  There is rather a larger issue I need to deal with involving...

If someone asked me to explain depression, I would have to mention the inner voice constantly badgering you: "you're lazy, get up, why aren't you doing anything? why are you sleeping again? why can't...

I have been with my boyfriend for almost 5 years.  This is the first time he's ever seen me like this, e.g., in a bad depressive episode.  It's been hard for him to understand, but I realize that...

Since I realized that I have been hit with a bad episode of depression, I feel like my days are just a measure of time as I wait for the medications to start to work.  I look at how today, I was...

I got very sick.  That's what depression is.  Only this time, it showed up in a way I didn't recognize.  I started throwing up, had fever and chills, couldn't eat, felt weak.  Basically, I...

I've been feeling wobbly lately. My mood has been ok, I guess, but I am sort of confused. I can't tell if I've been sleeping a lot because I don't feel well (which I don't) or if it's just to avoid...

I can't believe it's been almost a month since I've been on DS! I got sick after my last journal entry and stayed sick through the holiday. I tried to stay in bed before we left town to visit family,...

I've been trying to keep things positive. I haven't heard back from the agency regarding the temp position, but will call them again anyway.Our landlord has an appraiser coming to the apartment today...