better than before

Generally around this time of night, I've been feeling anxious at the thought that nighttime is here, and my fiance will be going to sleep and leaving me for work again in the morning. I used to be fine on my own the majority of the time, but since getting depressed, I really hate it when he's gone.
It's probably because I took some lorazepam earlier, but I don't feel too anxious tonight. That's something I guess! I'll take every little bit I can.
I took a walk this evening and showered. The little things to other people are major to me at the moment. It's a little embarrassing at times, but if I can't be honest here, where else can I be?