Maybe the doctor didn't hear you. Can you see a therapist?

I think seeing a therapist is a good idea. I'm sorry you're feeling so rough. Being this depressed is really horrible. So glad you reached out
I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers. God bless.

Hi Wendy. Hope you are feeling a little better and work is going ok today. I’m puzzled by your doctor’s lack of response. I think you should try again, with a different doctor if possible.
I know that ‘no energy to leave the house’ feeling very well. When it feels like I have a mountain to climb, I just take things one step at a time. It stops the whole process from feeling so daunting. I break it down into tiny pieces eg get up, achieved, breakfast, achieved, shower, achieved, get dressed, achieved etc. I just focus on the task at hand and don’t think too far ahead.
I hope you found your own way to get out for the cat food and find your own incentive to keep things moving.

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Wendy, you need to pst again. You must post to let us know you are still with us. You head over to the hospital in Seattle. The university hospital. Let them put you in the suicide watch ward and let them take care of you for a while. Have someone feed your fur babies and do it. I know there's a place in the area. It's situated away from the main hospital and surrounded by green. The folk are really nice and totally sympathetic to their patient's needs. You will have a bed, you will be able to participate in support groups, they will monitor any meds you may be on, and you will need to show them you are no longer suicidal before you can leave, but it's not a psych ward. It's a place where you can regroup and do some sleeping and healing. You need it Wendy; use this option, please.

thank you all for replying and i'm sorry it took me so long to respond. I should have written sooner to let you know I was ok. I've just been going in very slow motions lately and haven't been able to get on here at all. i'm doing ok as far as i'm alive and sort of functioning but not at a great level. i'm going to journal today and thank you again for your support.

Sending you positive thoughts. Glad you posted again.