I have been feeling really badly lately. I feel extremely alone. I am running out of time. I am out of time to find any happiness. It's all just completely seeped into me and all that is left is constant pain and fear. My life is over. I want my life to be over. I want that so badly. I wish I had never lived to feel this pain and emptiness. I don't want to be alone anymore. I can't stand it. It's gone on for so long. My life so far has meant nothing. How can that happen? Why me? None of this makes any sense.
that's it. hi i do this once in awhile since this is the only place i feel real.going through all the motions of life, doing the things i am "supposed" to do. wow, it sure doesn't cut it for me. i like how people can be themselves here. and there's always someone on here who gets how you feel even though your feelings might feel like the most bizarre awful things that anyone has ever felt,...
I feel so sad and I can't stop crying. I can't quite put my finger on it, but I think it's being single. I never had a boyfriend and I'm in my late 30's.