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  New Friend

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 12/12/2016

  Searchlight became friends with Loveis.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 12/12/2016

  Searchlight became friends with Loveis.

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  Sometimes when your light is running low on voltage

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/05/2017

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  ...you dont need brilliance or devine guidance or intervention. You dont eben need to make sense. All you have to do is yake a look at your life and existance and remember that your a little speck. Your problems as well as your feelings are not that important. As a mater of they do mot matter at all. Nit in the slightest. The earth does not give a damn that you were sad today. Or abused today. Or truggered today. Or cheated today. Ir chemically inbalanced today. Or thought about suicide today....

• Loneliness
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/15/2017

  Searchlight commented on the discussion Unloveable.

• Anxiety
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/09/2017

  Searchlight commented on the discussion Does anyone else get this feeling?.

• Anxiety
  

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  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/09/2017

  Searchlight commented on the discussion Help.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/02/2017

  Searchlight became friends with imlostinlife.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/02/2017

  Searchlight became friends with imlostinlife.

• Shyness
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/05/2017

  Searchlight commented on the discussion Getting more shy as I get older.

• Physical & Emotional Abuse
  

  Is alcohohol really that bad.

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/05/2017

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  I have no agender here and and just speaking from the point if view if jonest brain droppings. Ive had run ins with schedule 1 substances which i know to be destructive as they ruined my life and allmost killed me in record time. Ive abused marijuana which is the most popular and forgibwle illegal substance (generally) and even that was destructive mentally until I developed an allergy that forced me to stop. Ive been an alcoholic twice in my life, about three or four years ago and right now...

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  Still making sense of it

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/05/2017

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  I had an epiphany the other day that the reason why my parents are seem more lke mortal enemies rather than benevolant gaurdians is actually pretty simple. It blrw my mind. When i was younge they would have sex and my mother couldnt control herself and would be vocal. i also accidentally watched a video and in his presemce that my dad took of himself on his phone masturbating presumably to send to my mother while she was away. Smart phones where new at the time and the video was so por i didnt...

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  Finding relief in nature.

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 08/02/2017

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  I'm not a depression expert but I'm a hundred percent certain now that I have several seasonal depression and it's been going on for a decade now and I now know it runs in my family so I want to talk about something that really makes me feel good when I'm depressed. When I go to the beach, when I take a long walk in or near nature and when im out in sunlight there is a definite and direct effect on my whole system. I first got a hint of this when I had a fallout of sorts at my first job in...

• Loneliness
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 07/29/2017

  Searchlight commented on the discussion Something is wrong with me.

• Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 07/27/2017

  Searchlight commented on the discussion Social anxiety and resulting unemployment!.

• Loneliness
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Searchlight

  Posted: 07/27/2017

  Searchlight commented on the discussion Omg, I'm so tired of being lonely.