Tues Aug 23

It's going to be one of those days.  I have so much going through my head I think I'm going to be sick...oh wait...I AM sick...that's why I'm here in the first place.  Just gotta keep rambling today....feel like if I don't I am just going to ...I don't even know what. Angry, sad, frustrated, scared, unsure,  what the hell do I do?  Keep living with someone that wants to crush what little me there is left? Now I feel like I'm going to cry...that's all I need at work.  I least I know something is still there.  I hardly ever cry anymore and I know that's a bad sign.