fingers~ The mother load so funny! I felt all those same things girl! Cant wait for Sunday! Did you POAS??

Molly ~ Thank you Girl it is such a blessing. How are you feeling?

Marcela~ Glad you have a game plan. I think with an FET it can go both ways depending on you and your RE! I know I was going to do a natural cycle if I did start fresh. Just OPK's until O and monitering.

MBaby- The retrieval wasn't bad for me at all! I was a little sore after the procedure but had a wonderful nap!! :)

My RE told me BCP was part of the FET cycle so I assumed it was part of the treatment plan. I took is for about 3 weeks.

I broke down and POAS! I think it has caused more confusion than I had before. I THOUGHT I saw a very, very faint shadow line. I, of course, was sad it wasn't a positive and I went on with my day. I can't believe I am admitting this...but, I dug it out of the trash can when I came home from work and there was a faint blue line. I have been doing some research online and I am thinking it is an evaporation line. I have had some more cramping today which is all too familiar. I am really intrigued by this evaporation line phenomenon so I am going to post a question.

Fingerscrossed I'm so excited for you. You better poas again and get the FRER. When I used EPT everyone told me that they are infamous for evaps and false +...I did use 3 of them and everyday it did get a little darker but once I got a pink dye instead of the blue dye I could totally see the difference!

I think you got your bfp but to be sure buy the other one!

I caved and bought more hpts. My poas internal alarm went off at 0630. I took a first response this AM. There's a very very very faint line. I woke up DH and asked him to look. If you turn it just right (in good light) there's something there.

My only regret is this is the first glimmer of hope i have had in many years of ttc. This would make a bfn even more devastating. Whatever happens, thank you all for your support!!

An FRER does not give false + girl. Everyday it will get darker! My first one was super light and DH didn't see it. I did when tilting it in the morning sunlight! Early Congrats to you!

Well... my beta was only 9.9. I go back on Tuesday for a repeat. This is such a horrible feeling. I really think it would have been better to have a negative result rather than knowing I am not going to sustain a pregnancy. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers!

hi all!!
sorry I have been MIA for a while... had to take care of some business.

we had a consult with Shady Grove and really liked Dr. Levy. He approved for us for shared risk.. which I am very excited about!! Now, just how to raise the 20k???
Also, we have a phone consult with another clinic and they specialize in IVF failure and immune issues. Sooo torn. Just looking foward to starting fresh!!

For all the BFPs... those babies are all nestled in and growing!! How exciting!

For the BFNs.. I am sooo very sorry it didnt work out this time, will you be trying again?I dont know if I will ever give up.... I must fight this disease!!!

Any updates??

Fingers- don't give up all hope. You could just have a late implanter in there and I'm kmfc for a nice big double number!

Kl- so glad you liked the new re and this is just what you need. A fresh set of eyes to get that bfp!

KL: I am so happy you found a new doctor that you like. I agree, a new set of eyes and ideas is definitely important. I am so excited for round #2 with my new doctor. Keep us posted.

Fingers: Definitely stay positive. Those #'s could be doubling right now. I am crossing my fingers for you.

Angie: How are you feeling? You are seriously my inspiration right now - twins through RMA!!! :-) Keep us posted.

I am just trying to enjoy this month off before beginning my 2nd cycle. Of course I am not wasting any time and ran out to buy an ovulation test. I feel like it is a waste but we may as well have fun trying - you never know :-) haha! Wouldn't that be a riot after all of this?! I will be starting BCP middle of March and then stims beginning of April. I am really hoping for a miracle here!

Good Luck Ladies.

Molly- you never know that can happen! Happened to my friend IRL and a girl on another message board I go on. Ann my nurse told me she has seen it happen many times! Who is your nurse?

Angie: It is seriously a small world. Ann was also my nurse! The only reason I switched nurses is b/c I wanted to use one who works closely with my new doct in the Morristown office. My new doctor is Dr. Drews. He is wonderful. How are you feeling? You must be over the moon! Please keep us posted.

Fingers: How are things with you? Any news? I am crossing my fingers for you. Stay positive!

Good Luck Ladies!

Bad news... My 2nd beta didn't increase so I am going in the 'fail' category...again. My RE said she was shocked. I really don't know what to do with that statment. As you have all experienced, we are heartbroken.

Fingers: I am so sorry. I understand what you are going through and it is so difficult. Try to stay positive and take care of yourself. Are you considering another fresh cycle? At least you know you have good eggs that can be fertilized. Also, your body seems to want to take a pregnancy - next time it will work. I am sorry though - this is never easy.

I am heading to acupuncture in a bit. I wish I knew the ingredients that I need to get prego! Ughhh - what an emotional process. It is just going to make us all unbelievable mothers :-)

Good Luck!

Fingerscrossed-im so sorry sweetie I too know how you are feeling right now and its so very hard and sucks. Great big hugs to you and dh.

Molly- that's so funny. I love Ann. She would call me during waiting periods of my cycles to check on me. And has given me almost all my meds since my ins doesn't cover anything. She's great. I met a girl on another message board I go on that goes to rma also. We met there a few times and now hang out every so often. We I'm all day on our berrys too lol. Her nurse is Adriene and she's not too happy with her. Are you doing the laser accu with rma?

Fingerscrossed-im so sorry sweetie I too know how you are feeling right now and its so very hard and sucks. Great big hugs to you and dh.

Molly- that's so funny. I love Ann. She would call me during waiting periods of my cycles to check on me. And has given me almost all my meds since my ins doesn't cover anything. She's great. I met a girl on another message board I go on that goes to rma also. We met there a few times and now hang out every so often. We I'm all day on our berrys too lol. Her nurse is Adriene and she's not too happy with her. Are you doing the laser accu with rma?