Angie: Congratulations. I new that that little faint line was good news and now that is dark you know!!!!!! I'm so glad for you

Fingercrossed: wow 10mm I hope that yoi have a great transfer!!!!

Molly: I'm so sorry about this cycle, hang in there...was this your first cycle? This was my 2nd cycle and I started 4mths after my first failed one. But I went through almost 2 mths of dealing with an tubal preg, and 2 surgeries to end it. So it was physically and emotionally taxing. Otherwise, I would have wanted to start again immediately! My RE suggested that I should start as soon as I was ready (due to my age 39) since each cycle was precious. I'm still hopeful that it will happen for me....and for each of you special ladies!

Kldavis: How are you doing? No, I'm fighting the urge to POAS! So tempted, but I'm going to hang tight til my beta this Thurs.

Angie: A dark BFP is fantistic! I wish you continued best of luck with your beta and beyond...

Marces: Hope you are feeling better. It's so frustrating to have to wonder what is going on with your body, and then to have a pot'l virus thrown into the mix!!?? ARGH...

Fingers: Great news on your lining and also wishing you best of luck on Friday's FET!!

As for my 2ww symptoms: mild cramps, tired!, sore bbs, headache that came on yesterday like a vengeance, and now some mild nausea after breakfast this morning....SIGH. Hoping these are good and related to prego and not the progesterone gel.

Ladies, give your DHs a big hug from me....I know this journey has not been easy on my DH, especially when I wasn't feel well.
Take care of yourselves!

Beta in....175!!!! Soooo excited! Thank you girls for all your support during my days of doubting. I can't believe it. Cant wait till Thursday. Praying for doubling numbers.

Congrats Angie! That is a nice strong beta -- twins maybe? : ]
Keep doubling!!

OMG!! congrats Angie!!!!!
I'm soooo happy for you!!!!
Can I ask where do you go for treatment??
hang in there... Thurs will be here before you know it!

Angie: Congratulations!!!! I hope you have a nice and healthy pregnancy.

I had my bata today as well it was a BFN, I can't say I'm shock I tested yesterday and I knew. I'll see my Re on Thursday.

Kldavis- thank you. I go to RMA of Nj. Absolutely love the whole office. Did I ask you if you read Making Babies yet? I reccomend it to everyone. Gives so much hope and helps you with all your personal issues. They have a long test to take to figure out your type.

Marcela- thank you so much. Sorry about the bfn. I know how it feels and just be good to yourself and just know that you will have your baby one day!

Aus- omg that would be amazing! Thank you!

Angie - Congratulations! That is such wonderful news!!! You must be over the moon. I am SO happy for you. Also, what a small world -I also go to RMA of NJ :-) Which office do you go to for monitoring? I go to the Morristown office. Your success is giving me new hope with RMA :-)!!!

Marcela - I am SO sorry about your BFN. I completely know how you feel. You have every right to take a few days to feel sad etc. This is such an emotional roller coaster. However, you can't give up home - so keep fighting! I will be fighting right alongside you! I have already begun a huge list of questions to ask my doct. when I meet with him on Thursday. I have already switched doctors within the practice and am looking for a positive change.

Aus2010: I am crossing my fingers you have success on Thursday! I have a good feeling for you. Keep us posted.

Fingers: Your lining sounds like it all set to nurture your little ones! Good Luck!

Good Luck Ladies!!!

marcela: I am sooo very sorry for your BFN. I know you will find your strength to try again. Maybe we can cycle together again. I'm not giving up!!

Angie: I will get that book, Thank-you!

Aus: Thursday is coming soon!!! good luck!

fingrs: a 10!!! wow! thats awsome.. do you normally get a 10? mine usually doesnt go past 8 with my RE.. but am changing next time so maybe I can get a thicker lining. good luck!

I started a full AF last nite -- got tested this morning and confirmed BFN. I'm numb...

I think we are going to take a break and decide if we will continue this difficult journey.

Best wishes to all you fantastic ladies; and may you get all your hearts desire.

Angie -- make us proud!

Aus2010: I am so sorry for your BFN. I understand how difficult it is. I am sure you have such mixed emotions - 1 minute you feel devastated and then the next you want to try again. I am dealing with these mixed emotions right now. We are snowed in on the E. Coast and I think my husband is scared by the mood I am in :-)

We are going to keep trying until we get there - one way or another. I am going to stay on the site and I hope all of you ladies will too.

Angie: Come in with a strong -BFP! Maybe you have twins on the way - how amazing would that be!!!

Good Luck Ladies!

How are you ladies?

Angie: Any updates? Your BFP is giving me hope.

I am REALLY trying to stay positive. We already switched doctors and nurses and have a new team set in place! Crossing my fingers that our new team can help bring us to the finish line. :-) I am taking this month off and then will begin cycling end up March. I will keep you posted.

Marcela, Kldavis & AUS2010 - how are you ladies feeling? Keep your heads high. I am trying to take my own advice these days :-)

Good Luck ladies.

BTW: I read the vitamin DHEA can help with egg quality/quantity. I asked my doct. about it this morning and he said to give it a shot. He said to take 75 mg a day. I picked up a bottle at my local pharmacy today - I will try anything these days :-)

AUS2010: I'm so sorry about your BFN. Keep your hopes up I know is very difficult but we lost a battle not the war. We need to stay positive and keep on fighting for our dreams.

kldavis: It would be my pleasure to do another cycle with you and everybody here, you girls have a great source of support.

Molly: I'm glad to hear that you have a new team and a plan. I'll be doing a fronzen cycle in March maybe we can continue do this again.
Thank you for the vitamin tip I'm going to keep that in mind.

Well wasn't doing to good the last couple of days I was very sad. We talk to our RE today I feel a little more positive. We have a plan in place we are going use our fronzen embies if that doesn't work we are going to do some genetic testing.

Angie:Can't wait hear how your beta is doing... I keep my fingers cross for a BIG NUMBER

Hi girlies sorry I didn't get on sooner. My 2nd beta was 386. So I'm super happy it doubled but still nervous because its not huge. Lol. Now I have to wait a full week till next beta and u/s. I begged for a 3rd but my fav nurse said its not necessary. I wonder if its an ins thing. Why can't they just let us have as many as we want. Lol.

Molly- I'm so happy so see what a positive attitude you have doing all that research so soon and having a plan all set is great. Love your profile pic.

Marcela- as I said to Molly that's great to have a plan. FET sounds so much easier to go through! Eat all those Fatty foods for your lining!