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Ur rr not alone we all have experience this where people do not understand the pain they think we are crazy or seeking drugs or in my case because of my Christian faith that my faith was not strong enough in the LORD that's why I'm sick but don't despair as u see ur not alone what ever we can do to help u through don't hesitate to ask . This is one of the better support group and u can learn so much
BLESSING AND PEACE AND WISH U A LOW PAIN DAY

Hugs to you all.

I'm here at work finally. I had to pull over and sleep on my way to work. Painful weekend and I kept myself too busy so I wouldn't have to think about it, but I am here now and will endure this day ahead as I always have before.

Best of luck, David. Sending you healing thoughts. To everyone else stopping by, my endearing love and respect. Hope life is kind to you today.

Thank you Denise, and all of my friends here, which is everyone. You are all my friends. We share an unfortunate common bond, pain, but we can help each other.

I will be leaving shortly for the hospital and will not be back home until tomorrow night. I will bring you all with me in my heart, and I'll be back on here ASAP.

David.

Good afternoon early evening . First I would like to wish David a speedy recovery and hugs to all that need . I just got electric back since around 10:00 pm last night. Another storm. It's bad here! War zone is what it looks like. Trees in houses etc. We are ok here not much damage . We r so lucky !!!!! Family and friends not so but everyone is safe n that's All that matters!!!!! One friends house really got it let's just say she has an estimate just for the trees that are uprooted. $10,000 that just the trees . That's the only estimate so far that she has got. The other damage the companys haven't got to yet. The storms are getting bad since Joplin got hit. We aren't near that. That's when you find our how lucky we r. Please say an extra prayer for are community and the surrounding ones, I think a few of the kids will be moving in because they have no power the earliest for them them to get it is Thursday. Then the kids out of town are all coming in Thursday . One group leaving Thursday ( hopefully lol) and one group coming . Full house again just like in the old days. Wondering how they will like living with mommy again . Lol. Hugs to all and stay safe. On my cell so I won't be answer probably to any post until I her the computer going . Hopefully sometime tonight hopefully. Hugs

need a hug and some good thoughts. We are on vacation and I am have problems with may kidney'd and bladder. I had to get a catheter at the ER because I can"t pee, my bladder won't work. WTF!! I keep on trying to go and only a little comes out. I will need to have a cath again because I can't void my bladder. Very unhappy girl hear!!.
BTW I an in Grand Rapids,. MI.

Melissa

Rhonda i hope you are feeling a little better. I am sorry that you have not had time to take care of yourself. Please do that.
Melissa I am virtually holding your hand. Hang in there.Do what the doctor says. I know this is a vacation you won't soon forget.
11 I hope you are safe from any other storms going on.
E. I am sorry you had a bad weekend and I hope this day has been better

i cannot tell a lie. i have not read past maybe page 14.. somethin' like that. it had me postin' on it and you... know... meeeeee!!!

i have to spam out this post to, in case there were any way that you were unsure of my position about c.c. leaving/ kicked off/ not hopefully returnin' to the d.s. of the cyber-world.

just know, i'll be able to sit down easier and for longer periods if you have your mind wide open and your toilet paper quilted.

quilted (unused) hugs,
jen

" i'm all fuzzy in the heart that what i told you all
3 moths ago
(to much distaste and anger on your parts, widely.) has finally knocked on the door. and that you are, for the most part, ready to not answer his calls anymore.

i'm really proud that all of your brains.. people who struggled with him self and his perversion-like certainty of number tricks vs. a perfectly good and functioning self of your own with the cards in a dark pocket, never sure if you needed any "well done!"
from him. no one as sterile or sly,
please do take this to all of your real appointments: he has got to have a better hand than you when you play chronic pain around the clock. you're the expert, hunnies, every time. speak out for YOU!

there is no bullshit book that isn't in a bookstore that you buy that is going to change your life. let's say goodbye to self publicists, self declared experts and the like. friendship and caring can actually save your live when you need it. immersion into peers who ARE going through similar situations if free and likewise invaluable.

what i'll never understand after all the abuse he brought to me personally is why justice was so un-swift that i have practically abandoned this site. (you sure couldn't call me active.) long winded? maybe.)

my idea that telling pain patients that pain medicine made them a slave WAS abuse then and it would be abuse now. and if you still must think i run around popin' abuse buttons all-day, then what can i say..... i totallly......

if you have to ask... you'll never know...




we all have doors to our heart that function just like the illustration of the muse. we often must open a ventricle to liven up some lymph to let a true asshole out of your blood stream (assuming he/she isn't as parasitic as cc. that can become complicated with both you heart and you mind infected.

with reference to vampirism:

let's not give him even cinematic beauty.
he behaved here like a mother hen who's word might have been enlightening (or appear so due to sheer, unrelenting repetition). leeches that he aspirated from his pink chicken tongue, for as deep in the least his commentary began to weaken us. undo our resolve to the other "real people" here who we needed to give and get support from. SOME people suffered through his presence MORE OR LESS in very different degrees,

but i can tell you it's like flushing a toilet. stomping a cockroach, or throwing out that old shower curtain that just wont bleach out anymore for me. my heart feels pure and unafraid when it takes inventory of remaining here to offer what little i can.

if you happened to not understand yet and this has all come to soon and c.c. might have been just about to save you. never fear!, he's all over the internet in all kinds of names! he can't be lost, but may he never infiltrate another support group in cyberspace., full of people who need help, not quackery, ears not quips of typed metaphor, love of you instead of hate for your prescription medication regimen.

some pretty grand folks here so don't cry for c.c.

cry tears of joy that c.c. left. it's the only appropriate action if you were hurt and disgusted by him in the way that i was. "


thank you guys for sharing my absolute joy. it's almost like the room is safe again to me.

i willl not listen to anti-narc prop. here. not here, not in life, nor in office visits.

that god the argument is off. freedom of choice, is what we need. some for me none for some and lots for others. do the math... that's moderation!

live good lives without distraction!
jen

day 4 of head pain. funny that all that TYLENOL with codeine didn't take it away. I'm not bitter about Dr.Orrange's article being out there, am I? I should be used to being belittled by the medical community who uses faulty clinical trials to explain their inability to understand a disease.

Yes I'm hurting and taking it out on something other than loved ones. I feel like fighting so I pick a worthy cause. I fell like I've been backed in a corner my whole life because of this and then educated snobs have the gaul to TELL me what IS, instead of ask me what IS. And then they defend stupid.

I wish I had the resouces to prove them wrong.

TODAY I NEED AHUG EVERY PART IS IN BURNING FIRE AS I TRY TO CARE OF MY MOTHER AND SISTER ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE

ANGRY, until I opened up my dailystrength to find hugs and words of encouragement and help.

Day 5 of headpain and lack of sleep. Today at work is a challenge as I have an important meeting with engineer and bosses and I'm still angry that the promotion raise was turned down.They want the miracles from me but don't want to pay. I'm forced to look elsewhere and it hurts like betrayal and I'm hurting physically.

And then, I get comfort and unsolicited love from you guys and my eyes sting and my heart melts and the world isn't so bad afterall.

I pop some pills and move forward as best as I can today.

Today i feel terrible and dont know how ill get through this day. I have physical pain and mental as i suffer from chronic major depression and sometimes id rather have more physical pain than mental pain. I know that sounds wierd but the mental pain is harder to bear if you can believe that and the anxiety. I hope this day goes by quickly....sometimes its hard just to go on. Jen.

Hey Everyone,
I'm here but I'm hurting from the surgery, big time. I am so happy that you all are here. I can't type a lot, but I'm watching. I'll be back.

Please keep it going and I will be on soon.

Hugs,
David.

DAVID!!!!!!

Glad you posted and you are okay!! Heal brother, heal. Get plenty of rest.

BIG HUGS

Good Morning,
I am getting stronger. Everything is good so far. I'll be back soon.
David.

Glad to see you at least pop in David... don't push yourself to do anything too soon... it takes some time to get over the surgery and for the pain to diminish... so take it easy and give your body the time it needs to heal.

I'm also sending gentle hugs and warm smiles for Enigma and Jennaw. Pain is pain... whether physical or mental. We all need support to deal with it... and that's exactly what DS is for.

*Hugs & Sunshine Smiles* for all.
Take care... Gaye... xxx