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- it may be a stupid question, but i don't know how to do it. my whole life-even before the abuse-i have let people use me for a doormat.in elementary school, i was picked on and the school tried to leave me out of a couple field trips because i was a...
- http://news.yahoo.com/video/us-15749625/autistic-student-s-inspirational-graduation-speech-20371829
- hey all-so i am taking a writing class through the institute of children's lit in CT. my assignment is to do a descriptive sketch of a childhood place. this doesn't fit, but i thought it was worth sharing. especially since i've had writer's block...
- don't mind me, just venting... TRIGGER WARNING FOOD MENTIONEDso yesterday, i completed my goal of going 30 days without bingeing. I WAS SOOOOOO HAPPY!!!! it felt so good. i did pretty well today. untill tonight.i didn't binge or starve, but i came...
- i made it! yesterday was day 30! i made a month without bingeing and 17 days without starving. if i can do it, so can you. i feel like this is a new beginning. i no longer feel so oppressed by my ED. i have proven to myself that with god's help, i...
- hey guys- as a lifelong musician and future teacher, few things infuriate me or break my heart more than to see a music or other fine arts program being cut from a schools budget. it seems that despite the surmounting evidence stating the arts...
- i have a friend i've known for 4 years. we're very close. this person knows all i've been through. but the last few years things have changed. every time this person gets mad at me, she refuses to speak to me and makes me feel HORRIBLE. i have an...
- somehow, my sister, dad, and i got on the subject of relationships and dating. my sister started talking about how all my boyfriends have hurt me. (emotionally, as in each relationship ended badly. none of them were abusive.) my first boyfriend was...
- i'd really appreciate some advice on this one...i called my doctor today, and was informed that she has moved to a city several hours away. so i had to change doctors. my only problem is that my medicaid program has no more female doctors listed....
- hey all-it has been 27 days since i last binged!!! i took kayla out to celebrate her bday early. she will be at camp the week of her birthday. we had fun shopping and chit-chatting. i can't believe she'll be thirteen! that makes me feel old! i was...
- i'm not sure if this will trigger anyone. if it does, i'm sorry. i have been doing pretty well all week. i've eaten all three meals with the exception of wednesday and today. wednesday, my legs hurt. i had to lay down and fell aslleep during lunch....
- i started OA in october of last year. i liked the program and the steps.i found an OA group on yahoo and the group here. but something has changed. i don't know what it is. suddenly doing the workbook is very triggering for me. and i don't feel like...
- *behaviors and food briefly mentioned. hi all-blog post attempt #3... it's been a long time since i've had a positive post,and i'm sorry for that.i don't particularly like airing all my ED-related insecurities and pitfalls. but honestly, it's really...
- someone her told me my ED behaviors are a form of bulemia. i binge and starve. mostly, i binge. but when i starve, it's not to lose weight. it is because i am just sick of looking at food. so is this bulemia?
- i had this pretty periwinkle and white beaded bracelet i bought at the mall a while back at one of those jewelry tables. i never told anyone why i bought it, but it was sort of my silent and subtle way of supporting myself and others with ED. you...