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- a year ago, god began to deal with me about my preoccupations with food. through a series of events i won't go into, (it's a very long, looooong story...) he made me realize i have an eating disorder. i binge and starve. prior to god bringing this...
- i've been trying to pull myself up out of a relapse. the last couple days, i've been doing a little better. i'm finally starting to get back to semi-regular meals (2-3 a day). but today, i've been in and out of the kitchen 3 times. i just can't make...
- HELP!!!!!!!!! my migraine is making me not want to eat. i've been asleep most of the day because of it. my whole head hurts-even after 1000 mgs of pain pills. i know i need to eat. but i can't. i'm trying to pull myself up out of a relapse, but it's...
- i have a question. i relapsed last week. i binged and starved twice each after nearly a month of no ED behaviors. ever since last week, it has been very hard for me to eat, but i have been very hard for me to eat. but i have been forcing myself to....
- i have cerebral palsy and for as long as i can remember i have been VERY sensitive to cold. i have also had poor circulation in my legs for forever. but lately, i have been extremely cold. this concerns me because i relapsed back into ED. i read...
- hey guys-as many of you know, last week was horrible for me. i relapsed, and binged and starved quite a bit. i won't go into what caused it as it is very personal. i'm trying to get out of it now and get back on track. still having a hard time...
- hey all-itunes is REALLY ticking me off. i love my ipod and use it all the time, but itunes has made me so mad that i took it off my computer. because i am a music junkie, i download a TON of music. i'd make playlists and burn albums and playlists...
- unfortunately, i missed this episode. but i read the recap article on her website today.http://www.oprah.com/oprahshow/Geneen-Roth-Talks-About-Women-Food-and-God/1i don't usually read "diet books", but i think i'll give this a shot since it seems to...
- i think i'm headed toward/in relapse. i had to go get some paperwork so i can transfer schools on monday. and the paperwork was VERY TRIGGERING for me. i binged on monday and i wanted to starve today. i ended up bingeing on oreos today too. i can't...
- hey all-i am happy to report that i achieved a small milestone tonight. i went shopping with cassie and for the first time since i started dealing with my eating disorder, I DIDN'T BINGE AT THE MALL!!!!!!!! i had a blast with cassie, by the way. i...
- my kitten,maria, is my baby. she sleeps with me,lays on my backpack when it hangs on my chair,and follows me practically everywhere. she mimmicks me in much thesame way as a child mimmicks his or her parent. my dad told me the other day that maria...
- i don't really know what my ED is anymore because it really doesn't fit into a nest little diagnosis. i binge and starve. what i'm asking about isn't really a behavior. it's more something i do to get myself out of ED behavior. some days-like...
- i apologize if i am repeating a topic. but i wanted to ask: do any of you tend to struggle with ED more when you're on your period? it seems like mine gets worse EVERY month around then. just wanted to know if it's a common problem or a me thing....
- i feel stupid posting this, but i'm going to anyway.my brother has left to get his girlfriend. i adore her. she's one of the sweetest people i know. she lead my brother to god and encouraged him to open up more. she's funny, caring, and just a joy...
- hey guys-wednesday night on glee, the cheerleading coach demanded that all the cheerleaders-including new members/glee clubbers kurt and mercedes- go on an insane diet to get ready for a magazine interview and photo shoot. mercedes is the show's...