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- ok, so my sister's friends are here. they're spending the night. they're eating and the smell of all the food is making me crazy. i can't leave. it's after midnight. i can't call anyone because it's so late. i REALLY want to binge really bad!!!
- hey guys-the last few days have been very difficult as you all know. (well, at least you know if you read my last blog.) this morning i fell, and i think i sprained something. anyway, so i was feeling bad because my foot hurts and i have been...
- http://www.webmd.com/depression/recognizing-depression-symptoms/craving-carbshope this helps somebody
- hi-this is possibly the most difficult blog i've ever had to write concerning my ED. for the past few days, i have wanted to binge constantly. a simple trip to the mall turned to ED HELL in an instant. i was doing well all through dinner...
- this is the comment my brother made at dinner toward me when i asked my dad to split my leftover chinese rice and veggies between our three pets. i had already binged on candy when my dad and sister were gone running errands. they came back with...
- the last few days i have been eating pretty "normally". today i haven't eaten anything so far. i woke up in alot of pain, and so i didn't feel like eating till an hour or so ago. all i want is sugar...i'm craving cookies so bad that i'm actually...
- the following is a myspace blog post from christian singer and american idol alum mandisa.Update on my Journey to lose 100 pounds Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes As many of you know, I have been on a health quest lately. My battle with my weight has...
- How can I begin to explain The depth of the painThat has brought me to this placeThis place where food is both an enemy and a friendI have built myself a prison of all my sinJesus, come get me out!Hear my screaming cries and shouts!Hear me bang on...
- so i started eating again after restricting about 2 weeks ago. i go through cycles of bingeing and then i avoid food for a few days. i have been up since 10:30 and i can't make myself eat. i hate this! i just want it to go away! i want to be...
- a friend of mine highly recommended this book by christian singer/songwriter natalie grant. natalie struggled with bulemia in her 20's. not only is this her biography, it requires participation. the book is geared toward young women with self-esteem...
- i was watching a special on vh1 called "vh1 news presents: dr. drew's addiction special". they were talking about addictions and their effect on hollywood...what happens to the brain when a person becomes addicted, 12 step treatment programs, etc....
- hi guys-this may be a little odd, but i figured this would be the bext place to ask. my kitten maria likes to follow me. she rides on the back of my chair. she sleeps with me, etc. she sometimes follows me into the bathroom. often, i don't realize...
- this migraine started @ 2pm yesterday. it is now 3:11am. i slept from 2-12midnight after taking 1500 mg of pain killer. now, i can't sleep. i'm in pain. and what's worse is i have BED (binge eating disorder) and i go back and forth between bingeing...
- does anybody else have serious triggering issues with ads? i was just on facbook using an app, and had to sign out because there was one of those "tricks to a flat tummy" ads staring me in the face...with its barbie-looking animation of a woman...
- ok, so since the 9th i have been relapsing. (i have BED) i haven't been bingeing every day, but often enough. and i've had a TON of migraines lately, which has only made the cycle of ED worse. i will binge one day or maybe a couple days, then not...