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- i'm not stressed out. i'm not upset. there's NO reason why i can't just make myself go in the kitchen and just eat...I DON'T GET IT!!!! usually, i can't STOP eating. now, i can't start?!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!!!!!!!!!!! i want to scream. i want...
- here's my latest poem. the monster in this sense is my eating disorder. i refer to it as a "she" and "her" because unrealistic images of beauty and perfection are mostly aimed at women. plus, when i write poems like this (where i'm "screaming at" or...
- this is the poem i wrote after speaking with NEDA:#74 The LightI can see the lightIt's starting to shine inI think I'm on my wayTo finding myself againToo long I've been afraidOf allowing myself to feel painSo I stuffed it all with foodUntill it...
- my latest ED poem:How can I begin to explain The depth of the pain That has brought me to this place This place where food is both an enemy and a friend I have built myself a prison of all my sin Jesus, come get me out! Hear my screaming cries and...
- for nearly a year, i have been concious of my ED. i have been trying to actively find things to keep me from bingeing/starving, and i thought i'd make a list for NEDA week. GODdailystrength-specifically this group. finding people who understand what...
- the song that inspired this poem is a keith urban song by the same title. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSq0PiYVM9E . enjoy! i welcome your feedback on my poetry.#66 You're Not My God Current mood:emotional Category: Writing and Poetry You're just...
- hi. my name is fallon. i have been a member of DS for a little under a year. if you frequent the ED group, you have probably seen me around. i'm new here though, so i thought i'd introduce myself.if you look at my profile, you'll see i have a lot of...
- these past couple years i have been looking for creative ways to regain my independence. although i love getting out of the house and shopping, grocery shopping presents its own unique challanges. first, there's the daunting task of getting there....
- it used to be that i couldn't stop bingeing. for the last several months, i have not wanted to eat after bingeing. i always end up forcing myself just because i know starving myself is really unhealthy. lately, i have been just not wanting to eat. i...
- i have no idea why, but i can't post this as a discussion, so i'm posting it here. i'll try to put it up on the board later. a few weeks ago, i found the link to operation beautiful on the ED group. thank you to the lovely person who posted that. it...
- hey guys-i had a really rough time today. my feet chronically swell because i have no footrests left on my chair. i fell on them and they broke. at times, the swelling in my feet is very painful. today was one of those times. because i was so sore,...
- i realize not everyone here is a christian, but i don't know where else to post this. i need to get it off my chest.i recently bought nancy alcorn's book "starved: mercy for eating disorders". in the second chapter, she talks about how the bible...
- this was on a list of ways to cope with/avoid ED behavior on www.somethingfishy.com. it sounds so odd, but it really helps. i am a creative person at heart, so any type of art really relaxes and stimulates me at the same time. right now, i only do...
- this was on a list of ways to cope with/avoid ED behavior on www.somethingfishy.com. it sounds so odd, but it really helps. i am a creative person at heart, so any type of art really relaxes and stimulates me at the same time. right now, i only do...
- got this at the local mall. it's an herbal eye mask for headaches. relief is temporary, but it helps. stick this baby in the freezer for a few minutes, then take meds and lay down. it's awesome!it's kinda expensive bc the company is outside the us,...