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- uggg! for absolutely NO REASON i can't make myself eat. i mean, it was like pulling teeth to eat breakfast. and my "breakfast" was really just pudding. i told myself that if i didn't eat by noon, i'd order in, but i did that the other night to eat...
- i am a writer. currently, i am taking a seven credit college level distance learning writing class. while working on my rd assignment, i began writing a short, still untitled story about a young woman with an eating disorder. it is unfinished, and i...
- so dad brought home this scale that measures all this junk and i woke up to him explaining the damned thing to kayla. he was using himself as an example and he rattled off his weight, height, body fat etc. now, i can't eat. i'm beyond upset because...
- hey all-i have been doing EXCELLENT lately. i stopped starving 3 weeks ago, have stuck to all 3 meals for a few weeks. ieven told my NP, and ate breakfast and lunch today.but i CAN NOT EAT DINNER! i tried like hell, and was gonna order food, but i...
- PLEASE HELP! i just started with a nurse practicioner who wrote me new scripts for my existing medicationion-including immitrex. the only medical coverage i have is medicaid. they apparently only pay for the generic form of immitrex now. i took one...
- hey all-so you know how i was flipping out about my doctor's appointment? well, god surprised me today. i went back to the exam room, and in walked a female nurse practictioner! the doctor i was assigned to has apparently left the practice or...
- i'm freaking out. tomorrow at 2:45 is my first appointment with my brand new male doctor. i'm so nervous i can't stand it. how do i talk to him about my ED? i only stopped starving again about a week ago. now, i want to binge because i'm so nervous....
- i just atr lunch. i had to order in because i couldn't eat otherwise. i did not binge, bui eating has been difficult. i've been trying my best, but i havebasically had to force myself lately. i've pretty much stuck to 2 meals. i have had migraines...
- so my sister who seems hell-bent on losing weight , WILL NOT stop talking about it. she's keeping a food diary, counting calories, etc. the last few days, i have literally been forcing myself to eat. so we're eating dinner, and she says how many...
- has anyone tried murad acne complex? what was your experience? did you like it? why or why not? thanks.-fallon
- i put a tw because this kind of thing triggers me,and i thought it might for some of you too.my mom...she's trying to be nice, trying to get me out of the house because she knows having no bus and next to zero independence REALLY...
- i have not had the greatest of days lately. our 15 year old dog passed away in our living room. i was triggered last weekend and still haven't been able to shake the binge urges. i have had at least 4 migraines this week alone. this has kept me in...
- TW FOR ANYONE HERE W/ AN EATING DISORDER!initially, i did not want to discuss this here, but it is beginning to profoundly affect my recovery.my mother abused me physically and emotionally througjhout my childhood. i was able to leave at 18, and...
- in the last few weeks of high school, my life turned upside dow1n. i abruptly left my mom's apartment, and temporarily lived on my own. in july, i moved in with my dad. i have been looking for an apartment ever since.there are a ton of apartment...
- hey DS!i found out something very eye-opening recently. a couple weeks ago, our power went out. my power chair was nearly dead, and my dad had to go in the basement to get my manuel chair. i tranferred, and dad said, "you've lost weight! i had to...