PJsmom

To the one whose arms are aching,Sweet friend.I have to tell you. You’re doing an incredible job. I know it doesn’t feel like it. I know you feel like you can barely function and I know you think...

I would like to say Thank You to all of my SOTH on PJs 6th Angel date.  I do pretty well most of the time, but it's days like this that knock me back down.  It's the not seeing him, talking to him,...

Just wanted to jump on here real quick and wish my DS family a very Merry Christmas.  I hope the Holidays will be gentle on all of you.Love and hugs,Bev

I recently received such sad news, my 21 yr old greatnephew was killed in a car accident, he was the passenger and the kid driving walked away from this.  My nephew broke his neck.  He'd had some...

Well, it's been some time since I've journaled, made it through PJ's angel date, not great but I did it, now his birthday is coming up, I'm sure I'll be ok.  Went ot Ohio beginning of the month to...

I just want to thank everyone for their kind words and thoughts on PJs angel date.  I seemed harder this year than those past, I don't know why, and with Mothers Day one week later, it was one...

I find myself falling into a hole, my mind is in such turmoil, I'm afraid I'm having a nervous break down, but how can I do that if I'm still functioning, to what people think is normal?  I just...

Wow, I can't believe it's been 8 months since I've been on!  Summer is a busy season for me, Thank God, The busier I am, the less time I have to think.  Sometimes thinkings not good.  My Dr. upped...

I seem to have gotten past my previous emotions for the time being, but now I have had another sudden death to deal with, my best friend passed away on the 29th from a massive heart attack.  I'm...

I don't know what's wrong with me today, but I feel like I'm going to explode, I feel like I'm going to hurt someone or myself, not sure which, what I really want to do is go to Worcester and beat...

Jeez, I just saw that it was7 months ago that I've written anything.  Things are going as expected i guess, some good days here and there, but mostly just lost days, I just don't seem to be able to...

It's been such a very long time since I've been here.  PJ's angel date is tomorrow, although Tues. was the day that he comitted suicide, and my life ceased to exist as a normal one.  It still feels...

Hello everyone, I know it's been awhile since I've written, but the past month has been pretty awful, didn't know it could get any worse than it already was.  I've come to the conclusion I don't...

Well, I made it through Thanksgiving, it really was an awful day, I'm so used to calling my boys and wishing them a Happy Thanksgiving and I couldn't call PJ.  What am I going to do?  I think these...

Well, it's only a week till Thanksgiving, I suppose that's why I feel such a sense of overwhelming sadness.  it's really been awful for the past couple of weeks, noticed I've been taking my adivan...