I don't know what's wrong with me today, but I feel like I'm going to explode, I feel like I'm going to hurt someone or myself, not sure which, what I really want to do is go to Worcester and beat the living crap out of that little no good bitch who accused my son of raping her, now she's sending me messages on facebook telling me my son was found guilty after he committed suicide, that it went to court, how the hell do you prosecute a dead man!!  And that she had a stay away order on me, wouldn't I have to get a copy of that from the courts?  Doesn't this crap ever end, isn't it bad enough I lost my son, now she's got to go and tell me this shit, I'm livid, I don't know what to do or who to talk to or anything, but I've got to do something.  Dear God in heaven I just want this to end, I'm not sure how much more I can go through, I've had enough.  I'm sorry for the language, but I'm totally pissed off.