Honkwomp

What a night of roller coaster feelings. Her online thing has just been eating at me. Asking myself why. And not just that but just wondering how the heck I lost her so completely The anger...

This is a fantastic day. I am so happy I just want to shout!! Today, for the first time in at least 3 maybe 5 years, I was able to buy pants at Wal-mart! I have lost over 8 inches now off my...

I am gonna sanitize this because I realized there is a chance my children my see this. I do not want them to get involved so I have re-written todays jounal to reflect that Thanks for understanding...

WOW, 2 nights of arguing in a row LOL Gonna do my damndest to totally avoid her for a few days except when the place is on fire or it is time to eat. Then it will be off to my roomGot more insight...

Not written for a couple of days so I thought I better get on the stickLast night was really rough. I know nothing about the financial situation and have been waiting three weeks. I HAVE to have...

what did I do now? :P My wife is showing herself as single on myspace so I guess that should tell you something right there. Also has not responded to my friends request Today she seemed...

Hostility level today is high Seems like everything I do just irritates the piss out of her. This is the most angry I recall her being. Time wise, it has been pretty much all weekend. I do care...

Had an argument with one of my daughters last night. I decided that it is time for the kids to use their mom's computer instead of mine. Not only that but I really dislike Second Life now, at least...

Today is my first real angry day. Hurt angry. She was very emotional for her, which is very unusual, she can stuff her feelings down deep pretty well. I think that finally all that repressed...

heh, another entry so soon. I have been looking over what I posted and I am wondering just how much of that is guilt driven over a failed relationship. My sister Linda is very supportive and it is...

My wife can now get to my blog so I want to be clear here. I take a lot of the blame here. My temper did the damage. I was out of control in the 80's clear up until 98. When we seperated, I got more...

Well today was my STBX birthday. She made up herself really pretty and dressed in a nice outfit because my oldest was treating her and me to supper. She hardly ever dressed up and made up for me...

Not much to say Think I found a place to live. It's gonna take minimum 3 months to get the deposits and everything together. If I go much past july, she is gonna put the hammer down, I can see it...

By the end of the day I am feeling content. Not happy but just content. Seems my sis gets wiser all the time :) Wife and I did not argue, we had supper together at the table in almost silence. ...

Its Sunday morning and once again woke up in a sweat and high anxiety level. She stayed in her room on Second Life till midnight, and had to go to get up at 4:30 am. Laughing and talking and...