Hostility level today is high Seems like everything I do just irritates the piss out of her. This is the most angry I recall her being. Time wise, it has been pretty much all weekend. I do care for her, but I believe she is driving home the point just how she feels about me LOL
Seems like something is going on in her game that makes her angry at me. She seems to be watching for someone all the time. Maybe it is just paranoia, but her behavior has changed significantly, especially in the last few weeks. Cannot live with someone 31 years and not notice something out of kilter. Maybe it is resentment that I am in the way still... Who knows
Wish I could come up with a thousand dollars or so Sooner I get out, the sooner I can move on to someone who cares about me. I fear being alone, but I hate this torture even worse.
Seems like something is going on in her game that makes her angry at me. She seems to be watching for someone all the time. Maybe it is just paranoia, but her behavior has changed significantly, especially in the last few weeks. Cannot live with someone 31 years and not notice something out of kilter. Maybe it is resentment that I am in the way still... Who knows
Wish I could come up with a thousand dollars or so Sooner I get out, the sooner I can move on to someone who cares about me. I fear being alone, but I hate this torture even worse.
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